Jours de anita

Skipping a beat.

2012-01-21T19:13:00.001-08:00

" I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. "
-Marilyn Monroe

Ironically thanking :)

2012-01-20T08:40:00.000-08:00

Thank misterpiraten for telling the truth. Naming you misterpiraten/mr. pirates bcs of the movie that we got to watch together that June afternoon. Can't imagine why there are these heart-throbing ways that I have to go through, as in, no other better ways out?

Be happy! :)

2012-01-08T00:22:00.000-08:00

I shd've been there by now, ya, in my dorm room. But I postponed my ticket back to J until next wednesday due to my cousin's wedding, which means I have 2 more free days here in hometown. One month is superfast. Anyway, I just couldn't get enough no matter how long the holiday is teehee. I wanna be home all the timeee. If only I could fly *dreaming* stop anita, alright.

My trip to penang last week when I had my minor operation, had made me to come to a realization that health is super important and I made my health the first priority in my life now (as I ever take it for granted). Bcs it will supports your 2nd,3rd and so on priorities in your life. I simply concluded from the diseases that attacked most of the patients (under my observations after chit-chatting w/ some) are mostly depending on the food that they consume. I start to keep a really good eye on my meals by now, for instance, I avoid meats, eat more veggies,fruits etc. And another important reminder to you all, if you found slight weird symptoms in you, you must directly go and ask the doctors bcs there are probabilities that it might be the early stage of severe diseases (some cases) or becoming more severe by the time the diseases are detected. It is better to know earlier than feel disappointed later. So, stay healthy and be happy! :)

holiday!

2011-12-23T07:02:00.000-08:00

YEY! I really really love holiday to the core HAHAHA the guilty of not running the intensive practice of the new songs is hiding right behind my euphoria of sleeping in my own bed, eating home-cooked dishes, meeting friends, having fun with uber cute cousins, becoming my sister's make-up testing 'victim' lol and everything that represents my stepping back in my used-tos. Anyway, it's a perfect 1 month getaway from the hectic uni life but my 1 semester result is not out yet, only some do and it really distracts me from enjoying my holiday to the fullest. But anyway anyway, wishing everyone and you a very enjoyable and exciting holiday, and a joyful one for the upcoming christmas ya! ;)

five minutes babybaby post

2011-12-16T05:58:00.000-08:00

Which Baby are you?

JANUARY BABY
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet
someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance
your personality.

FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone
new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH BABY
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and
reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you
repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your
new love in 8 days.

APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains. If you
repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye
will introduce themselves and you will realize that
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY BABY
Stubborn and hard-hearted . Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the
next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone
you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

JUNE BABY
You've got the best personality and are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
and more than likely have an a very attractive
partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. You
have a great choice in films, and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you
will meet someone that may possibly become
one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

JULY BABY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be with friends . Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

AUGUST BABY
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5
mins and you will meet the love of your life
sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER BABY
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5
mins, someone very close to you will become mad
at you in the next 8 days.

OCTOBER BABY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will
not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost
in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming
up sometime this month.

DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music...♥

Scars.

2011-12-13T01:57:00.000-08:00

Thankyou someone outta there for using smoke and mirrors to make me feel tougher to move on.

Reality wanna be

2011-12-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

Another end : reflection.

2011-12-03T00:37:00.000-08:00

My sailing boat has come to another end again. A good many things just happen this year, peachy ones, cheerless ones, unexpected ones, and so forth. A huge turn is there this year. There are months when I was turned into a basket case bcs of the blurry situations. Yes, I am truly in the dumps for that special case but I believe I am sadder but wiser. We live and learn, to get and to give and surely forget and forgive. Remember, how deep you fall into that sorrow hole, you got choose to either stay there or find a way to climb out. It is not easy I know and sometimes while climbing up that hole, there are just these things that hinder you to and you stop. To be as honest as the day is long, I am in that state right now. I just believe that I could get out of it without half trying. Hwaitingg! :)

End of year test is just next week. Thank god I had done my major instrument test yesterday which means that I could ease off a bit next week and focus on other subjects. Another superb news is that I AM HOMED IN 8 DAYS PEOPLEE! WOOHOO ><

Me time

2011-11-18T03:52:00.000-08:00

I really really enjoy my so called 'ME TIME' this week, I eat A LOT, I take picts A LOT, and um, ya, A LOT more hahaha despite my hectic endless killing practices, projects, presentations, performances, and ya (again) A LOT more HAHAHAHA

with joeanaa cieciee

with norababa!

it is called lontong 'cap go meh', don't get it why they have to put the addition 'cap go meh' on it, jakarta's lontong is called that way anw, and it tastes super good! and wht is weird is that I have it in a thai's resto lol

results of practicing at night, sort of way to lessen the sleepiness HAHAHA

It's PRIMA's 19th birthdaaay! she's one my roommates ;)

love the cupcakes and theeee pinkishh gift ><

this was taken after our 'together for christmas' concert w/ roommates

we've gone crazy! HAHAHA

left-right : prima-vivian-ME ;)

we performed as a choir as the test for one of our subjects 'concert choir' in our lecturer's solo concert last month at Erasmus Huis, very excited indeed, we were all dressed in black! and we sang German songs and it was FUN ;P

we threw a birthday surprise party for cindy cieciee few weeks ago and played some silly tricks on her! HAHAHA and I love the lovey dovey baloooons :3

had a sweet reunion with vinny,fandi and lembu few weeks ago!

celebrated lembu's birthday, actually we did give him a surprise but we FAILED and we just couldn't help to stop laughing bcs of that stupid incident HAHAHAHA

my new job : cleaning my room and BATHROOM!

my dorm doesn't provide cleaning service to clean our rooms and bathrooms as the bathrooms are located inside our rooms, they avoid cases like stealing and others. SO, I HAVE GOT TO DO IT MYSELF and vivian anw, and what is worse is that, 2 rooms share a bathroom, and my connecting room's roommates, well, are quite kind of, eeer, I don't really mean it, but see,Vivian and I have been cleaning it like the ratio of 5:1 bcs they are superbusy perhaps, anw, just take it that way, and they go back home on weekends *bigsigh* but still, it's unfair ppl! *bigbigsighh*

I am gaining weights! (again) lol I've been eating like monsters here hahaha but I'm happy abt it, bcs ppl keep saying I look better when I am fatter, chubbier I suppose :3

Highly-inspired :)

2011-11-17T06:30:00.000-08:00

Another jaw-dropping one.

2011-10-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

He had just turned 4 by then and was uber cute! ;)

loads of cuteness in her! ><

Jaw-dropped, girls! ♥

2011-10-28T06:03:00.000-07:00

Do your jaws drop, girls? Mine does.

Don't have the guts.

2011-10-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

一日三秋

2011-09-26T03:46:00.000-07:00

Run out of ideas of why I could post sth like this. Aaaaaaaaa. The title itself means, "One day, three autumns." I'm kind of 'galauu' isn't it? HAHA Yes, the feeling when you wanna see that someone right at that time, the desire to actually talk to that someone, stroll together anywhere anytime. But you just can't and you end up doing foolish things like the endless day-dreaming, repeat those 'special' songs on your ipod again and again and sth like you press 'enter' with your eyes closed and you regret the next second. It feels weird, funny, stupid but you are walking on air that you are grinning from ear to ear the next split second :)

clueless.

2011-09-15T11:09:00.000-07:00

currently in love with this tumblr site http://therulesofladies.tumblr.com/

pink.

2011-09-13T10:51:00.000-07:00

roommates :)

miss this little cute monster :')

J-town!

2011-09-10T04:20:00.000-07:00

I am now sitting at starbaks, planning to do my mindmaps and ending up blogging. Running away from the endless practice! for a moment bcs the whole building is now having the "fogging" thing. So, been here for a month and so, I am feeling like dreaming? Time really flies. Time does sail. Ya, it was just like yesterday that I stepped in this place. Catching up with other great music competitors. They are friendly, we laugh a lot let ya know. And I am changing my medanese-indo's into jakarta's so called gaul style of talking like LO GUA LO GUE hahahaha LOL :D Taking myself back to roughly 2 yrs ago when my first time to have friends frm jakarta! gladys and niken. Staying far from the hustling bustling of jakarta, feeling like not staying in indonesia, it's just like one tiny isolated city that has everything. Mom said that I have fair-er skin, less pimples!, look fat and sassy! when going back to medan for lebaran holiday last week. Know why? bcs my days here are just between my dorm-B building-dorm-B building-dorm-B building, and B building is located right in front of my dorm which can be reached by 2 minutes on foot. Ehm, then I am gonna freak out tmr bcs mid-test is just around the corner. And why tmr? bcs I got no place to practice today. And why no? bcs the fogging is going on now unless I want to be found poisoned by the gas lol I joined violin class and english club. It sounds pathetic well, bcs there's no international class for music faculty and english club is the very last choice to practice english here, so sad huh? I miss my USED-TO-BEs! family,friends,high school,parties, this is gonna be long HAHAHA anyway, here are the picts taken during orientation last month :)

I wish

2011-07-30T19:50:00.000-07:00

I succeed :)

2011-07-25T08:45:00.000-07:00

So, the clock now is about to strike eleven. Can't doze off yet. So pissed off knowing that I blog right now bcs mood boosted up by this misterpiraten. Another good news is that, I succeed! in freezing my feeling (don't know how long this will be going on) HAHAHA. Congrats me :D I let go of everything and feel so light, yet I am still trying so hard to never look back. Guys, just let go of what's not yours. It will, by the time it stays by your side for long. Journey is just about to begin.

And yes, another very goodgoodgood news is that I am officially off from my braces! :D

My little tweet especially for you :

"Here comes the end. I know I shd let you go one day. Thanking you fr hurting n colouring up my life. Oops, my teeth I mean! Bye, braces. :D"

Bet some of you might think of a guy or sth, no, it's my lovey dovey ex-braces LOL miss you! <3

64 hours more! and I'll be there fighting against my feeling to actually burst into tears. No! I wouldn't. Let's see! :)

the simple changes = my big troubles

2011-06-21T06:39:00.000-07:00

The recent weeks have been tough. Fiuh. Totally powerless. I really can't accept the fact that it would end up this way. Courage is desperately needed to face what's next. I can barely stand on my feet. I can barely think without the tiny pieces thinking abt you misterpiraten. It is out of my thought that you will do this to me. So, this is how it was feeling back then, huh? My mind is superstucked to think a way out of this. Lesson learned : ANYTHING could change at ANYTIME.

'The feelings we have at this time are not strong enough to maintain what we have now.'

ten facts

2011-06-20T07:20:00.000-07:00

So, I was tagged by beverly koa about this "10 facts about me" merci bev! :)

the golden rules :

-each tagged person has to jot down 10 facts abt himself/herself

-then choose another 10 ppl and tag them by telling them via chatbox "hey! you got tagged!" sth like that

-no tagging back the person who have tagged you

-wait do you wait for? go post yours now! :D

so, here am I writing abt my '10 facts' :)

1. I love to wear batik pyjamas since jhs1, the ones that my grandma has always bought for me whenever she saw them. She said that she could hardly find any batik pyjamas with good qualities in Medan.

2. I seldom talk to mommy until the recent few years. We talked important stuffs only back then.

3. Just can't yell at sb elses though how mad I am, bro and lil sis are exceptions.

4. Yellow isn't really my fav colour, I just couldn't find any specific colours that I really love when I was asked by my art and craft teacher when I was in primary 5, so I just kind of copying one my friend's fav colour, she talked in front of the class just right before me. She is christella! HAHAHA

5. I had ever got red scores for my math tests in primary 3 HAHAHAHA can't stop laughing thinking back how stupid I was and how clever I am B) I shd stop this narcissism or else, others will start talking abt my smugness, just joking anyway xD

6. Practicing piano in my early ages was a disaster to me, I had it avoided most of the time. Never thought the contradictory is now here.

7. My first crush was in my primary 1, and we admitted to each other 7 years after.

8. I love ice-cream! to-the-core

9. I can't be fat though I eat like a monster! A gift?

10. Could one hate and love someone at a time? I can. That sb is very lucky, isn't it? Yes, you are, Mr. Pirates.

I would like to tag :

1. Pretty Ros

2. Jessica ong

3. Vinny Angela

4. Yunita Lim

5. Angie Wong

6. Catharina Husada

7. Desilia Nilam

8. Stephanie Candra

9. Winny Teh

10. Cathy Djaya

I've my own limit too!

2011-06-11T02:56:00.000-07:00

What is the point of putting a little bit of hope into an impossible? Well, 2 sides ppl, 2 sides! Just like the coin philosophy. On one side, if you put a high expectation on sth, in hope that it will really happen as what you wish, you are very pleased when it reaches your expectation. On the other side, you put a low expectation on sth bcs you are scared, scared you'll be down in the dumps when it doesn't reach the expected one (higher expectation in this case). You'll never know.

Got ppl saying that we are giving up before the real war. Some others are saying that we may not put any lil bits of hope to that bcs we might end up getting feeling blue. And some others and some others and some others . . . . Those may throw us deeper into our dilemma holes. Those suggestions are also very helpful, really! Thankyous aren't enough for those who r being there every time I'm in that so called dilemma state ;)

But most importantly is to follow your own heart, what does it conduct you to. Remember, you decide it and you should know what's best for yourself. And lastly, don't forget to pray :)

Alright, I'm jotting those nonsense above bcs frankly, I am in 'that' condition now. Powerless. Aimless. I was like : "Is this what I get in return?" all the time. Everything seems so worthless after all. The effort, oh my. Keep saying that Imma making the same mistake over and over again. Keep asking : why me? why me? Then, come into my realization that God still loves me, that's why, as there must be a better plan awaiting :)

happy pirates day :)

2011-06-04T19:07:00.000-07:00

Happy Pirates Day! :D

I wanna thank sb out there to the core. He is Mr. Pirates! Woohoo. Thank you for all these times. Being there when I am in my downs, my tedious nights and even days! Apologizing sincerely if I caused you to be feeling so fed up and annoyed sometimes, interfering in your movie-watching, comic-reading and sports times, bugging you with my endless complaints about my unimportant stuffs, and a lot more! Ups and downs were also there colouring our a-thousand-four-hundred-and-sixty-one-days and I am here feeling so grateful for the last ten months and eleven days of your coming back. You are the main reason for my grinning from ear to ear and the main topic to be written on my little balloon-diary these few months. See, you are such a bestfriend! You cause me to make you the 'main' though we rarely talk face-to-face. How ironic is that! I can count how many times we did with my hands. This is such a cowardice act,by writing it down here, I know. But, frankly, I would say that your result would absolutely exceed mine if we went for a cowardice level test. You know why. And one more thing, I bet you forget about today! HAHAHA Once more, HAPPY PIRATES DAY! :)

nerves problem.

2011-06-02T23:13:00.000-07:00

It's JUNE! Time really flies, May to be exact, I barely stay on May I guess HAHAHA anyways, life without schooling bores me to the max max max. But luckily I found this job in mid May and I love it! :)

Someone has been successfully plucking on my nerves. WHY don't you just tell me the whole thing and everything will be clear just in a snap! Alright, maybe it't just not the time, BUT HELLO! curiosity kills the cat, you forget eh? SHOOT!

two little red riding hoods ♥

2011-05-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

Never had I thought that kids photography was so much fun until 2 months ago, when exactly was these two little angels' (Jane and Jessica) photo-shoot brought into action. Enjoy :)

how cute, aren't they? :3

I somehow wish I were just as innocent as they :')

ich vermisse dich

2011-05-21T20:38:00.000-07:00

do you?

visit www.weheartit.com for more gorgeous picts :)

the rewinding(s) :')

2011-05-16T21:02:00.000-07:00

Hey! I am officially graduated! :)

Congrats everyone too!

Attended a heartfelt farewell party last Saturday, a really last moment to gather with dearest friends. The teachers were crying! :') Honestly, I didn't feel any regrets at all for not taking zillion picts that night. I keep them as sweetest ones down there, deeply.

Thank you Musketeers, for the fabulous 1 year 9 months 1 day and 8 hours :)

*the picts were ordered based on the dates, except for the last two*

HAPPY REWINDING

gonna miss you guys very badly ;)

I truly rewind that night. My mind flew back to 1077 days ago. This resulted in my nostalgic Sunday two days ago. I re-watch the farewell party video, I re-read the scrapbook given on my departure day, I re-look at those bunches of picts taken in junior high, and I, re-feel, as if was taken back using a time machine. Yes, I was very touched again for the million times. I know we couldn't live in the past. But what's wrong with a sweet recalling of our good times :)

the little scrapbook :')

one of the pages, by Arden, a friend of mine since we were in the nursery!

a sudden-laugh when I read it *giggles*

Still remember this?hehehehe

miss you, rejecxters :') doing fine, everyone? :)

The "AFTER"s

2011-04-30T23:27:00.000-07:00

Alright, so, prom was over. No more high school. Gonna fight in these 3 months in hometown for the battle that begins this August. Honestly, I am not sad but apparently feeling so excited to welcome the new chapter of life just like what I felt 2 years ago. But, of course this time is different. I am the new Anita. Stronger, indeed. Not specifically stronger in what case. I just feel it, though.

Friends had just come back from their very joyful trip in Brastagi. Happy for them although I didn't join. Don't ask me why, ask my mom. They must have had a very good time before facing the real world which will begin in the following months. As what I've mentioned previously, we all will be scattered all over the world. But no matter where we are, just keep in mind that you all have coloured up one of my life phases. I am not exaggerating, really. Some people say that we are too exaggerating that they see our "quite-a-lot" pictures posted on Facebook, or the status on Twitter. Go get a life people. Feel unhappy? Just simply remove us from your friend list(s) or just unfollow us. Simple. Easy.

So, I managed to write a story about Mr. Pirates and The Little Princess another time, but I eventually deleted it. HAHAHA I had no idea on why I was so highly-spirited to write those 3 paragraphs on that early morning. Anyway, yes, Mr. Pirates is the main cause of my stupidity and insanity. Go blame him.

P.S : April wish was not granted *sob*, prefer March. May has come knocking on the door. Gonna welcome May, be fabulous kay. Have a nice day. Je t'aime ♥

Blog walking

2011-04-30T23:04:00.000-07:00

visit this people http://jellyjellybeans.blogspot.com :)

Strangers, again

2011-04-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

The stages of relationships. Well, another must-watch guys. So worth it, really.

"The PEN Story"

2011-04-14T07:10:00.000-07:00

A very CREATIVE one, causes me totally speechless and all of you surely will too!!

♥ 140411 ♥

2011-04-14T05:54:00.000-07:00

It's the LAST DAY of my high school!! Oh man, today is one of my best days ever. We shout, sing, weep, smile, scream and the most important is that we HUG! I don't know why but hugging really works in telling the opponents (beloved friends) that WE LOVE THEM ♥

Je t'aime ♥

2011-03-28T06:05:00.000-07:00

Stuck in only one place bores me stiff. I mean when I am stuck in a place my whole life. I sometimes dream to live in various places in the world. Like for example, uhm, canada? Or maybe paris or hangzhou? OMG! isn't that effin cool. Lemme tell you, Hangzhou is an exquisite city with picturesque views in town!

Singapore, it leaves me a zillion magnificent experiences and amazing moments, warmly engraved in heart. It is very very sad to be apart from my dearest friends, especially the entwined twelve, MISS YOU GIRLS! Have a great JC life everyone :) GOGOGOGOGOGO!!

Jakarta is where you can find me in the later few years. Pursuing a higher education, majoring in music teaching with piano as major instrument. Doubt is still there on my mind whether I have chosen the right department but there it is, I have to face it no matter what. Failures always make excuses, remember? Just wish me goodluck guys! :) Wishing ye'al goodluck too!

It's freaking pathetic to know that only 3 weeks left and I am gonna miss you guys like real a lot. Moreover, you guys will be scattered all over the world so just don't forget to keep in touch, alright? Oh my god, I can feel the sense of liquid on my eyelids now! :'( I bet everyone will be crying in the forthcoming farewell party, we aren't sad but we weep for joy for what we have gone through together for years. However, like what one of my friends has mentioned on her post that this is not the end, it's just another beginning. So, strive for the best fellas!

P.S : April in just another 4 days! I start to love April from this second on and I know why! Je t'aime ♥

the 'BOMBARDED' little March

2011-03-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

The semester test is over right now that I can freely blog at this time and today is the class photo-taking day at school. We are putting our own classes' shirts on. I incredibly love today as what we have, just morning, with my current class. However, I also have no idea on why this feeling emerges like "POP!" after witnessing something. Oh well, I know I shouldn't have that kind of "sinful" thought but I just can't :( Anyway, to be all alone today isn't that bad. I love it, seriously. Have nothing to care of,think of, nothing. All myself. Sounds like an introvert huh. Fiuh. I'm ultimately tired of this. But the smiles that I received this morning have temporarily wiped out any hint of my disappointment. Honestly speaking, I do envy my friends who are lucky enough to have the chance to take photos with their 3rd junior high friends. Not realizing it, it's just a month to go and I'm finished. No more laughter, no more frequent-meetings with friends, no more eating rituals. It saddened me to the max really. I am not capable of foreseeing on what we gonna be after this.

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened" :) - Dr.Seuss

Another 2 try-outs in the following weeks, held by the school to prepare the 3rd students to face the government test which is exactly 1 month more. So, my March is mostly bombarded by tests!

Enjoying the little bits fully.

2011-02-19T20:37:00.000-08:00

The semester test is just around the corner and I, haven't touch any yet. Know why? I feel like kind of wanting to really enjoy the last moments in high school very much. Visiting friends, going to the nearest plaza to have brunch after tuitions, the boys playing basket ball while the girls have the fun stroll around, the colourful hamster round in the park as we losed to the kiddos, sitting in the tranquil school corridor while waiting for the tug-of-war competition, we never skip any breakfast together at the school canteen in that rectangular wooden table and the jokes! X), sneaked into other else's class, strolled to the canteen and had the same ice-cream(s) when the teacher was not coming, the fear when one of the school supervisors came in all of a sudden and did some confiscation, the euphoria when we all get our tables rid of the cards,mobile phones,psp(s),and so on successfully just in 5 seconds! after someone tells that the supervisor is coming HAHAHAHA the whole class just can't stop laughing afterwards as the supervisor don't get in at last. That's just some pieces of my moments with them. May every moment that we all have been through will craved inside, warmly :)

Anyway, don't ask me abt the valentine's. But had great valentine's eve with the musketeers :) Candlelight dinner, couple games, love atmosphere, spreading the love around were then.

piles.dozens.packs.bags.LOTS OF LOVES ♥

2011-02-08T04:01:00.000-08:00

你好你好！恭喜发财！

HELLO!! :) guess what, I spent my so-called most miserable 5 days of my CNY holiday in the hospital. Yes, I was hospitalized since last tue till sat because I was infected by the dengue fever. HWAAA. Screw you stupid mosquitoe! But anyway, thank God that I am okay right now and am going back to school tmr! YIHAA. Miss my friends like crazieeh oredi you knoow. And uhm, would like to say sorry also coz I don't tell some of you abt this. TEE-HEEeee. Don't be angry yak! :))

I think it has been ages since I last posted my pictures of my own. And, here it is! :) kinda retarded huh? well, it's me! HOOOHOOO

Oh yes, I accidentally got to watch this "GLEE" in the Oprah show last sunday and it attracted me like heaven and I had finished watching the first 4 episodes. Ehm well, what a must-watch movie for teenagers!! It's kinda like the HSM but this one is nicer and so inspiring :) Perhaps, I am going to be a GLEEK too!! will capture some photos with that "L" in my forehead too later on HAHAHA GO GLEEE!!

The pleasure of being stupid.

2011-01-08T05:41:00.000-08:00

My recent stupid fact : 난 사랑에 빠져 오전 !!!!

This stupid fact has utterly caused me doing stupid things that lead to my stupid acts. Thus, stupid thoughts are whirling around my stupid mind. And now, I am wondering stupidly on why this stupidity could come upon me after years. I sometimes found myself gazing stupidly at sth, smiling for no reason like an abnormal one, day-dreaming like an imbecile, and even strolling alone along the corridor like an idiot! Is it normal for me to suffer from this stupid thing? Or should I be grateful to have the chance to have ever gone through a supadupastupid phase in my life? See..I can't even find a logical answer bcs this stupid fact is driving me insane and totally doubtful. Alright, this stupid feeling comes over again for the thousand times : 9.13.25.

Surprisingly, that stupid fact is the reason why I keep grinning from ear to ear these few days :)

MY year-end-SAIL(ing) BOAT

2010-12-06T06:13:00.000-08:00

Yes, this year is going to end very soon and I have no idea why time passes very fast. Okay, have no special feelings towards this year but, yeah, everything is going alright. Another thing is that my senior high life will come to an end soon, too. Yup, what a short one. It was like I started to step in that class yesterday. A lot of great moments captured in heart and great lessons learned. Thanks to the new buddies who have helped me to go through this one-and-a-half-year :) you all teach me to see the world in different ways.

Ah yes, yesterday was my first concert and felt so excited about it. I performed for 3 times : a Jazz solo, a duet with little Gaby playing twinkle-twinkle little star (it was just too cute you know! aww) and a 6 hands piece (trio) with Wieny playing primo Melisa playing secondo and I playing terzo. There were 47 performances altogether, including the piano, violin, guitar and vocal performances. Enjoyed the spectacular show till the end and felt the euphoria of calming ourselves when we knew that we were performing next. The feeling itself was indescribable. Really.

Then, the after-show event was even greater one people! I attended my junior high reunion in a restaurant nearby and was emotionally touched when I got to see my girls and the oldies :') Truth to be told, I got the feeling like "reborn" you know. This was indescribably crazy I know. Ohmo, I have long to feel this happy for about years perhaps? And sad to ask when we can actually get to be together like this again. Nah, the thing is, I WAS VERY HAPPY, oh nope, I AM VERY HAPPY bcs I can still feel it till now! Love you guys :) who have lightened and coloured up my days.

PERSAHABATAN bagai KEPOMPONG lalalalala lalala lala lala

PERSAHABATAN bagai KEPOMPONG lalalalala lalala lala lala~~

And also, my friends from the-little-red-dot are coming back for their hols till January! Do you see that? It's January! oh man, we are going to hang out for sure but the problem is, my eoy test is just next week till the 20th sth. Seems like everyone is pleased if he/she can just jump to the 23th which is impossible HAHAHA

Oya, Rose is having her VERY NICE trip around the world for one week HAHAHA (just kidding ya, in case you read this post). Just wish you taking big luggages home packed with a lot of things you bought for me (ehm, this one is joking too, nvm also if you want to :P) Okay, just hope you have a good time and get enough refreshments there before facing the real WAR when you get back (like what you've mentioned in your recent post HAHAHA).

Enough for today's, my sailing boat gonna reach the harbour very soon and I am totally drained bcs of yesterday's :)

::bonne nuit ::

LIFE.

2010-11-13T21:32:00.000-08:00

This topic will never ever give me a boring effect. Well, problem comes one after the other one in one's life. But now, I begin to see problems as lessons. They teach, prepare and train us to be stronger and of course maturer in order to be able to face the REAL world in the near future where problems come from all directions, attacking you. Let alone that you don't have anyone to rely on because you are surrounded with competitors and you have to think and act very well in order to win the battlefields.

Think more widely or try to be an open-minded person. I am not saying that to be a conventional thinker is not good but, see, it is better for us to have ever gone through everything. Like what one of my tutors had ever told me.

"Miss, so, what books are good to be read? Please recommend me some of them."

"Read all books, Anita."

"Why?"

"Because all books are good."

Now, I start to understand the meaning behind it. She wanted me to read all books so that I could actually differentiate which were the good-better-best ones and also the bad-worse-worst ones. Beyond that, we can also try to apply the same system in life, to learn anything while we can. Anything.

It can be said that I am lucky enough to have been living or dealing with different communities, different people, where I can see on how they react, solve and face problems differently. That has turned me into a different girl. The main point is, I have begun to see the positive sides of what I used to think as bad ones. And, sadly, I have also begun to see the negative sides of what I used to think as the GOOD ones. Oh well.

I am going to share quotes-maybe some of you have known them-but i'm sure some others haven't.

"No friendship is perfect in this life. There are only people who try their best to maintain it."

Truth to be told, this is what I have been doing all these times. Although sometimes I am feeling like giving up, but, friends, please never do that.

"Don't seek for happiness because its your own choice to whether be happy or not"

I totally agree with this saying! Be happy, people! Don't be thrown into your own so-called sorrow-hole (sounds like black hole, heh? HAHAHAHA) too deep that you are caught in the middle of nowhere. This brings back to the main topic, life, you will never survive this life without a companion. Thus, go tell, share, shout, chat with your family members or friends if you have problems. It can at least help you to have yourself relieved in some ways.

However, there are situations where we really can't tell anyone about our problems. Probably the only thing that you can do is to calm yourself at the mean time, try to see things from different angles, from different perspectives I mean and positively for sure. Then, tell if you think it is the right time to.

Nothing's good now.

2010-10-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

"Take a look at me now, cause there's just an empty space. And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face." - Phil Collins

Ain't onerous, too much only.

2010-10-23T06:55:00.001-07:00

Tossing aside my accounting books and starting to jot down nonsense? :)

Tralala.

Few words to give you some clues for my most hectic month, uhm, this week has ultimately caused me lacking of sleep that my cough and influenza are not any better from last week. Tight schedules keep me as busy as an one-armed paperhanger. So, why do I call it hectic? First is because that I needed to rush over my pending requirements for my uni application and I eventually decided to send it by next month. Second, I had to review all my so-called music test papers in one week, hate composing urrgh. Third, I suffered from this GREAT cough and influenza for weeks and that they had utterly successfully amazingly ruined my days! Lastly, is my second monthly test at school and today is the fourth day, and uhm doing not so good at those as I find that I am nodding off easily these days and longing aloud for my comfiest bed. Consequently, I can hardly find time to practice recently. But ANYWAY, I still have to live my life to the fullest yes yes? GOGOGOGOGOGOGO!! :D you all too, get up and tell yourself you are not all alone here in the world, it takes two to tango, remember? If they don't show up, go find them! :)

Other than that, I am now feeling not right inside. It really makes me sick. Now I realize how is it to be living in dubiety. Oh well. Up in the air, like jugglers in a freeze-frame — John Updike

A "NOT" RANDOM

2010-10-01T00:40:00.000-07:00

It was just unbelievable. I didn't know why this would eventually bothered me much recently.

And this came to ma mind :

'AM I BEING FOOLED?'

WALKING DOWN THE LANES

2010-09-13T21:17:00.000-07:00

HULA HULA! I'M BACK PEOPLEEEE :D

Having been away from the blogging world for almost two months bcs of my tight schedules (really?! well, anw, just put it that way hahahaha) has made me missing the-jotting-down-nonsense-activity so much that I have decided to die die must blog during my ten-days holiday.

Honestly speaking, my third year shs life is not that much fun as my second's. No reasons to be revealed. But the exciting part is that there's a number of SEVENTEENth parties awaiting and the most worrying part that I am very sure that most girls worry too : DRESS. I sometimes have no idea of what to wear to Z's party bcs I had ever wore those dresses to A's-Y's. Seriously, I firstly thought that I was the only girl in the world who had that kind thinking and to my surprise, my girls also thought that way. The main reason why, is that those parties are actually having the same GUESTS! That's it. This thought actually came to me when I was doing my daydreaming = they, the guests, wouldn't actually remember what you wore and they simply had it forgotten the following day unless they were your special ones, they, would definitely remember it. Do you get what I mean? Well, only those who are perhaps your best friends or even your boyfriends! are the ones who will absolutely remember what your outfits are in certain events.

These are what I have been into during these two months :

1) I am getting used to my new class and getting along quite well with my new classmates.

2) My new desk-mate is a kind chum and surprisingly, we share a lot that I have never been expected, food, life, fashion, ppl's attitudes are inside our list! Nevertheless, I have been always dreaming of sitting back with my 3-years-and-no-one-can-ever-replace-her junior high school desk mate.

I MISS YOU TO THE M TO THE A TO THE X!

3) I am not getting any fatter although I have been eating like monsters.

Then I am thinking like : is it a gift??

but my grandma,aunties,uncles,maids,teachers,neighbours (only the first three are true) HAHAHA keep complaining that I am too thin and need to eat some more. Then, if I have been eating like monsters, do I have to eat like dinosaurs perhaps? <--- don't take it seriously ppl HAHAHAHAHA

4) I love to have a part-time job but my tight schedule fails me to do so. Let say I can, I'd love to become a teacher, teaching nursery little cutie kiddos or teaching in some language courses. Apparently my wish ended up me selling handmade hair accessories (read : bows) to my friends. It was firstly my hobby to make handmade bows that my friends also started to order some. Well, why not? But honestly, this has actually been a very time-consuming one.

5) My gank (cooler, huh?) and I dressed up in red and white on August 17th celebrating Indonesian 65TH Independence Day and one of my friend's birthday which fell on the same day. We rock all day long although it rained during our half-way to my friend's house, intending to give her a surprise. Here are some cool picts taken during our mission-possible :D

Sarcasm.

2010-07-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

FIRST ROMANCE

(Regine Velasquez & Jose Mari Chan)

If you love me like you tell me

Please be careful with my heart

You can take it, just don't break it

Or my world will fall apart

You are my first romance

And I'm willing to take a chance

That 'til life is through

I'll still be loving you

I will be true to you

Just a promise from you will do

From the very start

Please be careful with my heart

I love you and you know I do

There'll be no one else for me

Promise I'll be always true

For the world and ours to see

Love has heard some lies softly spoken

And I have had my heart badly broken

I've been burned

And I've been hurt before

So I know just how you feel

Trust my love it's real for you

I'll be gentle with your heart

I'll caress it like the morning dew

I'll be right beside you forever

I won't let our love fall apart

From the very start

I'll be careful with your heart

CHORUS

You are my first romance (and you are my last)

And I'm will to take a chance (I've learned from the past)

That 'til life is through, I'll still be loving you

I will be true to you (I will be true)

Just a promise from you will do (only to you)

From the very start

From the very start please be careful with...

I'll be careful with...

(My/you're) heart

(This song is actually my bro's new fav song)

Randomness.

2010-07-18T04:32:00.000-07:00

FORGIVE myself for being stupid

and

FORGET that you ever existed

WOOT!

2010-07-06T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hello! New term is about to start in two days! And everything turns out to be what-I-really-hate: I am not longer in the same class with my former classmates. So sad ya. The problem is just way very complicated I can tell.

Positive thinking (angel) : Hey Anita, you can meet new friends,

feel the new atmosphere, mingle more, know other perso

nalities, face some not-usual problems and a lot more ya.

A bit-negative thinking (devil) : Hey Anita! It's your last year in senior high. Have you forgotten your june wish girl? To spend your 3rd year with the crazy whatsoever limited-prikitews? Sounds like what's-that?! But I really love them. They have their own ways to express themselves and that what make them very funny and unique! We have mr.lebay, ms.often-bullied-but-i-likey-you, ms.loves-to-laugh, mr.bigboss-beware!, mr.BC, ms.cheesybites, ms.deskmate-sharing-lover, mr.muak, ms.cempreng, mr.o-lank!, mr.momo-oldest and a lot more!

To conclude, because the a-bit-negative have more points that positive ones, thereby I am glad to say ME WANT TO BE BACK yihaaaa :D

hey, it's JUNE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-06-14T07:15:00.000-07:00

Today is exactly 'the-three-hundred-and-sixty-five-days' of my sixteenth birthday surprise. It was one of my sweetest moments I have ever had in my life that it was hardly be forgotten.

One sunny Sunday morning, my mom told me that we were going to have lunch in Grand Angkasa as our relatives from Surabaya were visiting Medan. I wasn't suspicious of mother's ideas when she asked me to go to the beauty parlour and change my t-shirt into a new pale pink blouse that she had just bought for me. I thought it was because I was not presentable on that day.

We arrived at our destination when the clock was about to strike twelve. The cafe wasn't that crowded like usual. Probably it was too early for lunch or what. The cafe ran a buffet system. Mom asked me to sit first while waiting for our relatives. Mom didn't allow me to take any food as she said that it was not polite to eat first before the guests were there. Not long after, I heard some noise behind me. But I refused to turn as I thought that people started coming in to the cafe since it was almost 20 minutes ago when I arrived. However, I started to be curious of whom they were talking to and why they were staying at the same place, as the source of the noise was at one spot I supposed, not moving. Curiosity kills the cat, I turned my head to look behind. And and and and and and I was totally shocked that I burst into tears immediately. Apparently, the noise came from all of my lovely classmates who were standing in rows neatly behind me (not behind me exactly, it was roughly 135 degrees to the right side behind me) with masks on their faces. One of my besties, Pretty Ros, was standing in front of the line-up with a medium blackforest cake on her hands. There were "16" red candles on top, waiting for me to blow them. I was too overwhelmed with joy that it took me a few minutes to stop crying. I felt like I was little kiddo who cried over toys that my mommy wouldn't buy for me. But, this was absolutely a different case. It was "tangis kebahagiaan" or perhaps "tangis terharu" in Indonesian HAHAHAHA. After I had blown the candles, I hugged them and shaked their hands one by one. Afterwards, we had our lunch, had a long chit-chat and took a number of pictures together. Afterall, I was extremely happy and I would like to thank all my lovely charming nice amazing wonderful magnificent (look up your dictionaries for other similar meaning vocabs HAHAHAHA) FRIENDS for giving me an unforgettable and heart-warming surprise on my 16th birthday, although it was one day earlier, it didn't matter at all. Well, once more I would say, I WAS TOTALLY SURPRISED as it was really really really beyond my expectation, bcs I had just arrived at our lovely hometown that morning. Thank you guys.

it is not the end of today's post :)

hey, I received another birthday surprise for my 17th birthday on the day I held my birthday party night, last 2nd June. It was a VIDEO BIRTHDAY GREETING!! from
THE ENTWINED TWELVE :) though I just got to watch it the day after you all posted it as my laptop didn't has the flash player. lame. haha. But, honestly, the video is absolutely GORGEOUS :) a zillion THANKS to you all girls :D

♥ AC LOVES YOU ALL ♥

Downs

2010-06-06T08:07:00.000-07:00

I thought I shouldn't log in to any social network anymore, bcs that it could only bring me pains. I didn't know where else I could share this, then I decided that to write was my last option. Forgive me for being so sensitive recently, no, it was actually had lasted for almost a year when, yes, you knew it. I didn't ask for any special treatment or anything that could make me feel being noticed. I didn't feel regret to "once" be part of you all. On the contrary, I felt great as it had helped me to transform into a different girl, a stronger one. I learnt to see the world wider. I learnt to know that everything wouldn't be like what you were expecting, and you had to be prepared when the worst thing happened to you. Oh well, there were many times when I started to feel like "Oh, I am wrong all these times, they are still who they were." Well, people change.

But, I don't know, perhaps devils have been surrounding me or what. I just don't know. I am too lost, nowhere to go. Neither I know I am right nor wrong. Anita, you have to go forward, don't keep complaining please, oh angels are surrounding me now. LOL. Stupid? Egoist? I don't know. Yes, I have them, why should I be this sad. I think I should start a new journey. "I'll forget the world that I knew. But I swear I won't forget you." these two lines were taken from my favourite song-vanilla twilight.

I am just hoping that someday, they will prove to me that my perception is absolutely wrong. Hey, one more thing to share : if you are in great sadness and have nowhere to go, there're only two things that you can do to feel relieved - cry and write. Believe me.

a story of a BUT and a STILL

2010-05-21T07:54:00.001-07:00

it is not the last day perhaps
but still, it is.

as it is the breakthrough for us
to go for a higher level.
but still, it doesn't seem to be like a farewell.

I have been with them for the past
thousands days.
but still, it is different now in one way or another.

I hope that today gonna be a great one
but still, no one asks to stay back.

probably egoism is over me that I can't let you all off
but still, I can't get rid of that egoism.

then I start to tell myself to accept that bitter fact
but still, it is not as easy as drinking water.

don't blame yourselves because of my complains
but still, you all are great ones in my life.

on the contrary, I blame myself to post this on my blog today.
but still, it is the only way for me to feel a bit relieved.

LOVE YOU ALL :)

a heart-to-heart :D

2010-05-12T06:39:00.000-07:00

There's sth wrong with me, I admit. I wanna shout at the top of my lungs. I am not sure what actually makes me to be feeling this way. I am just way very indecisive over every single thing these past few weeks, unfortunately till now. And, I later find that perhaps bcs of the forthcoming test or the upcoming big plan after the semester test or the euphoria of being a going-to-be senior or okay, reasons are stucked here for the moment. I haven't revised anything and I am still in this relaxing condition (blame on the consecutive public holidays! haha), *oh this is not me! hey, anita! that big day will come soon. Don't slack too much, girl. Oh, one friend once told me that I was slacking over here and they were stressed over there. Oh my, may god bless you all girls, for the upcoming O's. So that you all are given the strength to overcome those obstacles during the lessons, tests, and most importantly while studying. Afterall, endurance is needed :D I know you are having hard time there and I am nothing to be compared. But still, I believe that you can do it. You all are strong little girls, remember? I'll pray for you all, my girls. Hope to see you girls soon, oh november please come faster then.

Back to the laptop *oops no, back to the topic AHAHA you know, some Indonesian reality and comedy shows are really recommended. They somehow helped to boost my mood up.

These past few weeks, after the monthly test to be exact, had been hectic anyway. I had to go for a once a week rehearsal (which is on sunday! hey, can you imagine? your sunday afternoon..arghh), piano exam (with one of my songs was like OMG and it needed intensive practice), preparing for the little "untold", doing my flash project (this one really fed me up), doing my bahasa project (to summarise a non-fiction novel), eehhm what more ya, oh yes, I keep on thinking to start studying but lastly it remains as a thought afterall, no action is taken till now. Hey anita, you complain too much. Yes, I really do. Nevertheless, I keep on telling myself to be grateful of what I've now and feel lucky. I remember my last week composition assignment topic was about whether I believe in luck and I was telling about being lucky all the way. I bet my english teacher will absolutely say that it is out of the box. And I will answer "bcs I did it in last minute oh miss" but it must not be spoken out for sure *giggles* I knew that I didn't have to do it in my last minute, but I felt that my ideas would pop out abruptly when I was doing my assignments in a rush. Another one, I was trembling throughout my piano exam, my heart was in my mouth, and that was a little bit ruining the atmosphere and my concentration. Anyway, I was done with it!

I've been so into novels, movies, and songs lately as I felt that I am away with the fairies while having those. It helps. Yet, I have to come back to the reality. My friends, some perhaps, are listening to this Justin Bieber's songs and marking "eenie meenie" as favourite. Then, I start to listen to it as well and yes, it is good! Recent top movies that I had watched were the "Hachiko", a must and I burst into tears when the movie was about to end though I was pretty sure that I wouldn't cry, and just now, I watched this "IP MAN 2", a totally recommended movie of the year, sorry if I was a bit exaggerating, but yes, it was superb!

And, there are many friends of mine who are celebrating their so called sweet 17th parties this year and I am happy for them :D hey, we are adults! though I am still a going-to-be. Here are some pics taken during one of the parties which was held in a new driving range in Medan. It is an area where golfers can practice their swing (as was quoted from wikipedia.com). Sounds cool, right? Yes.

So, I have poured out a lot for today. Gonna hit bed soon! Have nice days ahead guys (:

::BONNE NUIT::

Unable to give a title to an untitled o_o

2010-04-16T20:47:00.000-07:00

I can breathe again :D The monthly exam had just ended last wednesday. But, I also didn't want to forget to mention that we had 2 weeks of holiday before the exam, so we had not been studying like usual for like almost 1 month. I don't miss it though. Somehow I miss the time I had during the exam. LOL.

The semester exam is just a stone's throw away, which is in less than 1 month. I know I have to work harder to be at the fore in my class again, or at least my overall rank will be better than last semester. GO ANITA! :D

I attended one of my friend's 17th birthday party yesterday. And, I gave an immense sigh to my hair-do. I regretted for going to the beauty parlour. Oh, momma, I should've listened to you :/ to just make it simple. But anyway, this could be called as my first time attending this kind of party, so there was no use crying over spilt milk. Teehees. Yesterday was FUN though.

TIME DOES SAIL. It is like a blink of an eye, then I, without realizing it, am turning 17th soon. What have I done so far? what have I not done so far? have I been good till today? am I maturing? or what?
well, honestly, I do think that there are still lot and lots of idk-things out there or even in my surrounding.
therefore, I have to keep learning to be an oh-so-nice person *ceileeh ahahah :D

P.S = miss THE ENTWINED TWELVE girls :/

SEMUA TENTANG KITA :D

2010-03-31T08:18:00.000-07:00

play this song then scroll down :D

SEMUA TENTANG KITA

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Teringat saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

has just re-watched my secondary three farewell party video (REJECXTED) and felt so touched for it and one thing for sure, you all might be laughing all the way XD....OMG! how I wished to be back at that time. anw, it is really recommended to re-watch it! or i think we have to re-watch it again one day TOGETHER, agreee? I miss you all very muuuuuccccch, REJECXTERS :D

MARCHING in MARCH

2010-03-28T02:53:00.000-07:00

AS' sweet 17th birthday surprise :D (behind the scene)

happy sweet 17th birthday, AS :D

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Happy 3rd birthday CHONG WEN !!!!

qipao for the greeting xiao jie

this is the costume for the reading of
CHONG WEN SONG-poem performance
love it ♥

endurance :D

2010-02-25T00:10:00.000-08:00

Well, hello. It has been like centuries since my last post. I am actually searching for my illustrator project's materials that i ended up here, writing these nonsense. And yes, i have to admit that i hate doing the "searching" thingy due to my laziness teehees :). But life has to go on, soon or after, i still have to accomplish the project *sigh and FYI, i got not only one to work on but TWO! okay anita, stop complaining :X

And so, there's nothing special recently except yeah you know, last week was the Lunar new year and also the valentine's day. Honestly speaking, i didn't enjoy neither the Lunar new year nor the V day at all. I thought there was sth wrong with me to have these wrong feelings, but, NO, I assured you not, because my friends did too! they agreed with me.

I feel so dead in class these days as the "schooling" is so boring. yes, BORING. Can you imagine that you come, sit, copy notes, chatting, then go home or else tuitions perhaps, and you will repeat the same activities for the next five days. I do sometimes think that I have been making a wrong decision by choosing to be in the social science. But yeah, that's life here, in the social science class, which is way very different from that in the nature science class.

Okay, I am short of topics to write now. and so, i have to go work on my project. I know it's gonna be freaking annoying that you have to do projects today while tmr is a holiday. Nevertheless, I have to endure whatever is tmr. and yes, I have tuitions tmr morning. It is just so GREAT that you have tuitions during holiday. I repeat, that's life, school life, a life that you wish to be in again in the future. So, gals, you all have to really enjoy your school life now . If you feel that you don't have a nice school life, try to create ONE then! :D

two different worlds.

2009-11-14T06:58:00.000-08:00

someone keeps telling me his huge-immense-big-wide imagination. and what? when I asked "how could it be?" he answered "ask doraemon to send you some" then i said "he is still on his way to the 21st century". his next answer "ask dorami then" *blank then my lame answer came out "dorami go with doraemon unfortunately" haaaaaaaa-ha

my results was like so-bad to me, just hope that the essays mark won't worsen my overall mark >< my lenses have protested against my late nights teeheees ^^, it blurred sometimes and now! so gtg now

ciao!

TODAY, just exactly one year ago :)

2009-11-02T05:52:00.000-08:00

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
I was there
at the place which had
given a lot of amazing experiences.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
was the day of mine
that led me to another BIG days.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had taught me part of
the real meaning of LIFE.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
showed me how tough
was life without family
near you.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
was my first training into
an independent girl.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
when all my courage
was a bit crumbled
when I hugged my mom before
got into the immigration gate.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
was my first night
in a foreign country
without mom & dad.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had led me to
study in a school
that was way so different
with my former school.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
alert me that bells
are fabulous music
instruments to be played.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had given me a chance
in life to get along
with people around the world
esp. Asia.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had taught me how
to solve problems
which were tough sometimes
by ourselves.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had taught me on how
to deal with different
personalities of people.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had let me to have 11 friends
to go through my
7 mnths and 12 days life there, in singapore.
They are
THE ENTWINED TWELVE

thank you, friends :)
there is no other word
that can describe my appreciation
to you all.

YOU ALL ARE GREAT AND
PRECIOUS FRIENDS
I EVER HAD (:

empty deep inside :(

2009-09-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

hulllooooooo :)

i'm back. hahaa :D. i bet you all must know of the term "homesick". and what about "hostel sick" haha. well, that's what i suffered now. wuaaaaaah. just miss them, my friends, and the atmosphere there badly till it got into my dreams. OMIGOD!

don't ask me what's my feeling right now as I don't even know. Happy? Quite. Sad? Eeem, nope. Angry? No. Dissapointed? A bit. Anxious? Nope. hueeeeh. It's just empty deep inside, blank :(
Oh, wish that I could be back to 2 years ago wheeeennnn...........(you know it! but i tell you it has nothing with what so called "love" as it goes with sth called "friendship" and "real life")

(*wishing) get brighter and nicer days always (u guys toO) and of course days full of laughter XD

p.s: one more thing! exam is just around the corner. 3 weeks' time! GANBETTE!!

exam + relax week ironically :D

2009-08-15T22:21:00.000-07:00

just watched :

totally recommended movie
this movie has been
released for a quiet long
time but I just got to watch it yesterday
AWESOME!!

excitingly waiting for:

got to watch the trailer
on TV just now.
just feel so excited
and can't wait to watch this
amazing movie :D

2009-08-01T19:57:00.000-07:00

yesterday sucks
i just couldn't do anything
because of the deadly fever
just really hate it
had to stay in bed for the whole
day D:
anw, it's now better :)
just hope that I can have
my activities back as per normal
tmr or I'll ruin my first term
test which is just 7 days ahead
and I have nightmare about it
last night
wuuaaaahhhh cao!

short holiday :D

2009-07-20T04:59:00.000-07:00

i am a student.daughter.sister.friend.
but on top of that, i am a chef to myself :D
i do have fun cooking and mixing :p

this is one of my food experiments yesterday
boring afternoon :D haha

ingredients :

1 small box of plain yogurt
1 pack of Ceres
strawberries
kiwis
add some more toppings if u want to
such as almonds or cereals

this is what I had last night : the real one :p
:: J'CO's yogurt ::
but mom added some more toppings
on top that the cup was about to topple :D

this what I had this morning :
'a healthy super low fat sandwich'

ingredients:

a loaf of bread
eggs
cabbage
tomatoes, sliced
low-fat mayonnaise
tomato or chilli sauce

easy, huh? :P
happy trying!!

ane ceeeeeee su happened this month +_+

2009-07-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

OLD school. NEW class.

many things happened recently and it made me and people around me to be SHOCKED! i don't tend to tell as it won't fit a page if I write. haha :D

in the end, I get back to my old school and NEW class. There're only 4 letters from me to describe my 1st impression abt that class, two social three, L A M E. (well, that's only my first impression)

After the 2nd day and the 3rd day which is today, I made several changes in my mind that the class (errmmm...) quite okay :D Probably it was only the first day that they all made a lot of noise and the most not nice thing on my 1st day was that foul words around *sigh

anyway, at least I have tried my best to try to talk and get along well with my so called new friends. I got some supernice and superfun teachers. Oya, you know, the boys in my class are so kepo ones, more talkative than girls I think. The most talkative one is my class' monitor who sit an aisle before me. He always ask this and that *chuckles

Talking abt him, I remember abt my former class' monitor.
Got 2 words : SO DIFFERENT
This time, he even don't realise that our form teacher is the bo hiu type one and he became like him too, bo hiu. He hasn't decided who's who yet (e.g no treasurer). So retarded lah. I myself felt embarrassed when the accounting teacher asked for treasurer and my class.....*siiiiiiiiiinnnggggg (silence is gold)*sigh

I have 3 recesses every 2/3 periods of lessons and I have nowhere to go except my former lovely class, two science one, my class is located in the 3rd floor and 2 IA 1 is located in the 1st floor. It's okay :D I find it nicer than to stay in class, bo kang co. Then, I have one new funny but happy moments : have my lunch in other class, 2 IA 1..haha..you know, I still take that class as my own class. LOVE them :D

One sad thing happens to me, I miss 'em, I miss ye 'al. Sorry, I can't come back yet as the pandemic is not that okay yet there. What's on there recently? Are you all okay? tell me, I really hope to hear from all of you. Hope to see you all soon and good luck for everything that ye 'al gonna have every single day. Please help me to send my warm regards to everyone if you do happen to read this. Thanks :)

unlucky but somehow my lucky day toO

2009-06-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

Today is my very very very unlucky day T_T.

Firstly, I woke up late and had to rush to school without having any breakfast. I felt like fainting for the 1st hour practice as I had to stand during the whole practice. I felt very dizzy and almost faint, but I tried to squat down whenever I had chance to regain my consciousness. Waaaaa...but luckily, thank god, amithuofo, I felt stronger for the next 2 hours and the practice went smoothly for rest of the time. The first thing I thought of when we were all dismissed was to eat. I was so hungry that my tray couldn't load all my lunch. Haha..so tham ciak laa..but how le? ne pak to iau..haha..becoming fatter and fatter. Don't know what mom will say when go back this sunday.haha XD.

Secondly, I realised that I forgot to take out my ez-link card in my handbag which I had packed inside my storing box, so I had to unpacked the box thoroughly..hueeh..but but but..unfortunately, I also just realised that actually that bag wasn't put inside the box by me because the box was too full already..unlucky me =(
But this unlucky tiring time-consuming unpacking brought me an advantage : try to take out all the files and books and to re-arrange them in my wardrobe and YAY! i succeed..haha..so happy that I can put all my files,books,clothes etc. in my wardrobe! haha =D

Thirdly, I cried today, don't understand why I cried easily these days (hate it), probably of the immense emotion in my heart. Ceilee :D..haha..don't intend to tell why but just want to remind someone to change her nature : try to see sth positively please, and remember one thing : a friend in need is a friend indeed; try to recall what ppl have done to you and what have you done to them. This very simple yet remarkable phrase has a thousand meanings in it. So, try to read and consider my words carefully. And, one more thing, try to think of why ppl did those things to you is it because you did sth wrong or what. Well, nobody knows, you yourself know it much better than anyone else in the world.

Lastly, I also don't know why I became so emotional today. Haha..today is not a really unlucky day actually, somehow it is my lucky day that I learn and realised sth. I realised that I still have my friends who are caring, loving, and precious to me. Thank you for listening to me although I made an ugly red face just now..haha..but you all made me calm and laugh at the same time. Felt so happy and privileged to be given a chance to have such best friends :) Well, it's lights out and need to go to bed already. Hope tmr can wake earlier :p Nite, world. Have a happy great enjoyable nice good and best HOLIDAY!

p.s. can wait for this sunday. miss everyone back home esp. mommy, daddy, little cathy and ben, and jie", and of course all my bestfriends, really miss and hope to see you all guys soon :D *love and hugs XOXO

complexity

2009-05-30T05:43:00.000-07:00

Here come the holiday. But yet, I still have my malay mock test paper 1 next monday, 8 consecutive days of handbells practices and 2 weeks of bridging course at night. I can't imagine how busy I'll be. There are still piles and piles of homework waiting for me. Hopefully, I can finish all my hw before I go back to medan which is only 14 more days. YAY! oya, I also have to study.wuaaaaaa XD. Right after the june hols , I am going to have practice tests that stretch from july to august which means that I have tests throughout the year. My school doesn't have midyear and I still have my test even on the last day of school. great! maybe my school wanted the students to have a constant revision on all subjects which is according to me is good :) but it is tiring and I have a lack of sleep as a result.

Handbells is also having its tough time this year. But we all will work hard for it. We have a quite number of upcoming important perfomances. The one I like most is that we are perfoming in HK disneyland in the end of november this year. So happy to hear that. BUT BUT BUT we have to prepare a lot of songs for all the perfomances, probably 8 to 9 songs, memorised :D. This morning is my first so called "debut" to play handbells in front of the public, although I was only playing chimes, I was happy for it :). This is what I like from handbells, if some one is misssing, the song is not complete and not nice anymore. So everyone plays an important role here although you only have 1 or 2 notes throughout the song. Unfortunately, there's no handbells in JC, as I know until now.

I felt like not going back home because of the hw and the tests that are coming up when the june hols is over. I also hate packing my tons tons tons of things from my room. bleehh.. There's also possibilities for most of my floors' girls to move rooms as there are campers coming in for the first 2 weeks of holiday, which means I have to pack up 2 weeks earlier.aaaaarrgghh XD

Well, I really felt my blog is like dead.haha.many things happened for the last few months, and of course a lot a lot of pictures taken. I am going to share some in the next post :)

2009-02-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

handbells.

never heard about it?
so let's talk about it =P haha

I am in my school handbells choir CCA >.<>
I felt so great when I knew that I passed the audition.
I don't even think about it seriously as I saw that many
of my friends were playing quite well during the audition.

Today is my first day to attend the CCA. I felt so curious, happy, bla...bla...bla...
I thought that I am going to practice today, but what actually happened was that we have
orientation for the whole three hours. Eemm, quite nice...but I want to try to play the bells!!!

We played games, have snacks time, chit-chat, mingled around, having fun, introduction by
the teacher-in-charge, Ms Lau, and two coaches, Ms Tay and Ms Goh. They showed
us some video on handbells perfomances in the other other parts of the world.
And guess what? one of them was really really really wonderful, amazing, grocious, great XD

there are 4 scholars who join handbells, mE >.<, stephanie roselin hartato (indo), stephanie cheng de castillo (pilipino) and gao yu qi (china)

Although today is a such tiring day for me as most of my homework due today T_T and i got 2 tests today, e-math and english tests, but I feel happy because my CCA is waiting for me after school =)

probably i will post some picts about handbells next time. so, cyaa --_--v

one-month here XD

2008-12-08T06:17:00.000-08:00

".one-month here."

hulooooooo........

it has been a long time for me

not to update my blOg

and at last, i DID!!

hha

first of all, i want to

say that i MISS

my parents, friends, all of you T_T

and i have a lot of

things to share for sure..hahaha

my 1st week here seemed to

be a hard week for me..i felt that

it was a very long long long week..don't

know why..hha..and i just like

wanna cry every time my i heard my parents

voice, maybe that what we called

as "homesick"..

but

the following week,

everything was very fast for me..

hhe =]

there are a lot of things that

i wanna share with you all actually

and maybe this time is the

longest i ever write..hha

but i think you'll

feel bored so i just

show you some picts with some

notes below them..enjoy!!

with other indon'scholarz in victoria st. going to

have medical check up in raffles hospital =]

trip to kampoeng glam, a malay kampoeng,

this pict was taken in front of 'mesjid sultan'

and the most exciting part this time

was that I found a minang restaurant here!!!

i ate many indon's food, i'm lovin' it!!

and the cashier is an indonesian toO..hha

the temple when we visited 'little india'

it was FIONA!!

she looked really SWEET in

her 'sari' , indian traditional costume.

[ alvinna's (top) ; mine (bottom);
shelvia's (left) ; eveline's (right) ]

we have hanna art (if i have not mistaken =b)
in the market there
they will draw some arts in your hands
like flowers, leaves etc.
love it very much! they're so cute XD

it was "dressed-up" day
the theme was : grand ball..
we all were divides into groups
and asked to dress-up a girl
in your group with newspaper,
some colour papers, and
you have to be as imaginative as you can.
wow..and you were only given one hour time!!
and next, i was chosen as the girl in my group, aaaaaaaarrgghh +_+
i couldn't imagine what i looked like that time..terrible..hha
but I felt very HAPPY!!

you know where it is?

it's orchard rd.

you can see that it's

decorated with the christmas

ornaments..GREAT!!

and here comes the part

that I enjoy the most..

its my new school !!!!

in uniforms
galz, wad do u think 'bout it, huh?

now, i'm having my bridging course

in s'pore chinese girls' school..

well, so far, i can get along

with my new vietnamese and

chinese friends well =]

in the other hand ,

i do really miss my friends

in my old school

and want to wish you all

gud luck for your exams!!!!

do your best =p

cyaaaa ^_^

2008-10-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

visiting d waterfall

yesterday, we went to

sibolga and sinabung to

take photos with da scholarz..hhe

we went at 9 something..

at d bus, we all were so

noisy..hahahaha

then, one hour later,

we arrived at sehati

restaurant..

not long, we went to "loknya"

(beside sehati)

but we've to went down

with d bus again..

we thought that

we were going to take d

photos in d place

where d bus stopped.

NO!

we've to walk down

the rocky road

as d bus couldn't went down

OMG!!!

d road was so dangerous..

and d worst was

that : i was wearing

sandal T_T

when we reached

d waterfall

i said "wooooaaaaaaaahh"

hahaha..

coz it has been a long

time for not going to a such

green, nature place =)

i love it!

we went inside d water
to take photos ><
we were all scared
aaaaaaahhhh
but it was really FUN!!

after that, we had our
lunch in sehati..
then, we continued to sinabung,
brastagi.

we took so many photos
actually, but
d photos isn't in my hand
now..hhe..
i'll post it soon =)

GREAT DAY!!!

2008-10-17T03:27:00.000-07:00

just bought some pattern papers.
can't wait to have scrapbooking =)

2008-10-09T07:21:00.000-07:00

my bestiez, ROSE , birthday surprise XD !!

today is rose's birthday.

shelvia and me are planning

to make a birthday surprise!!

haha =)

we (me,sdh,fiona,kosen,gt) went to school

to legalize our

diplomas and also

for the birthday surprise =p

about 1 p.m

we're ready to

start our mission (hahaaha =b)

her class is in the 2nd floor,

so we went to the 3rd floor first.

after fiona had put the candle's light on.

I started to go down then

went to the class directly.

I started to sing :

"happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you.."

but I didn't find rose at her usual place

and the candle's light was off.

I was really panic that time.

and fiona quickly have it on again. haha.

apparently, rose was sitting in the last row.

when I reached her place

with all friends singing

the happy birtday song,

she cried.

we are all happy

because our mission succeed.

haha..

then, she blew the candle

fuuuh

and here come the time

to open the present

that shelvia and I gave.

and here come the time
of taking photos

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ROSE =)

my fav. song recently

2008-09-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

my fav. song recently

"I Wanna Grow Old With You" by westlife

Another day

Without your smile

Another day just passes by

But now I know

How much it means

For you to stay Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now

It causes me to wonder how

Our love tonight remains so strong

It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I knowbut

Baby I believe

Something's burning strong between us

Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

relaxing day

2008-09-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

went to swim wif my

lil sista,cathy, in the

morning..it was almost 9

already when we arrived..

the sun was shining so

bright (so hOOOOttt)

I couldn't stand it

so I did not swim..

haha..my skin will

be really dark if I do..
only cathy swam..

then, we went

to "tian wai tian"

restaurant at

the 1st floor to eat..

yummy =p

then, went to brastagi
wif mom,sista,
cousin,aunty
to buy fruits.
after that, went to 'clover'
to buy the 'avocado mousse'
(yuummyy..you should try!!)
then, went to KFC
near the airport one
wif my aunt,
while mom,sistas n cousin
went to airport
to fetch my cousin
from jakarta.
then, went home..
so tired.
try to sleep but cannot
then help sista n cousins
to make the puzzle
so confusing but
it's challenging.
haha..

I have 1 week
of the "idul fitri"
holiday..
yippie =]

readerz, hav you
plan where to go?

the sky today

2008-09-22T06:07:00.001-07:00

a weird phenomenon in the sky today.

=.=?

click this => the phenomenon

not a really SUNday XD but it's a GREAT day =P

2008-09-21T05:03:00.000-07:00

after computer tuition,

I went home to have

my lunch then went

to rose's house.

we're going to make

album photos

(decorated version).

but, we went bored.

ahaha

so we just made

2 pages only

rose one.

me one.

haha =)

one hour later,

after we had finished,

we were hungry..

kruuyuuukk

so we masak indomie..

we masak-masak

together and

we makan-makan

together..haha..

when we makan-makan

together, we wanted to

have ourselves captured

but no one

can take the pict.

rose's sister was sleeping

that time.

so we managed to

take the pict.

by using self timer

but when it was almost

captured, I sneezed!!

hatchiu!!

haha XD

so the result is like this :

wad a funny pict..haha..

after that, we

online for a while..

then, we started

to practise

a duet song

"si shou lian tan"

- ost.secret song

and we almost

made it!!!

just need me

to memorize and
learn

those notes..

haha..

rose can memorize

and play the notes

fluently already..

but me??

ok, i promise

i will practise

every day..

will it work??

haha

just wait to see

our great

perfomance soon

ieseeee =P
haha

it was raining

heavily

and stormy

at about 5 .

my daddy

came at 5.30

and it was still

raining outside.

so, rose lend

me her jacket

and plastics to

put my bags in.

thanx rose..haha

great dAy!!

taking certificates and blueprints =P

2008-09-20T04:07:00.000-07:00

woke up so early =.= ,

went to school to

take my goverment

test certificate(UAN).

arrived at school at

7 something.

met rose in front of the
bulletin board.

then, accompanied her to

X-01 to find her mobile

charger (she left it yesterday).

after that, went the table tennis

CCA court

but the door was closed..hha

then, went to A401 (IX-01)

miss that class..hhe

our form teacher came

'bout 8 something.

she told us the procedures.

then, one by one

went in front
to sign, have their
blueprints and finished.

i think that readers
can guess what is next right??
haha

it iiiiiisss....

photo,photo, and phOtOooooss

hahaahaaa,,..

unfortunately, some photos

is not in my hand now.

hhe..

so some of it

will come soon =)

busy + relax = a day

2008-09-13T07:16:00.000-07:00

(sdh took this photo..hha..she has the photographer soul, isn't she??)

today, I went to USU

for my 2nd lab.

it ended so early (11.00 p.m).

i'm in the same group with daniel (gu da niu..hha)

we just have to follow the procedure

that has been written in the paper

mix this and that.

mix here and there.

mix mix mix and mix

then, we went to sun plaza.
*we have our lunch at fountain

*we went to 'd studio
(we're the 1st customer!!!!)
*we played at stringers
(i played exceed..
wew..it's the 1st time for me..
amazing!!!)
*we played at amazone
*we went to charmy (it's 'snowy' now)
*we went to QQ to kongkOw

*we met liliy laose at ace hardware shop
*accompanied shelvia to buy pizza
*nebenk shelvia car home (thanx lot shelvia..hha)

see-shoorreee production

2008-09-11T03:33:00.000-07:00

i'll write 'bout yesterday

yesterday was such a crazy day

me and my friends laughed a lOt

along the day

at physics class

we talk about producing

a horror movie

starring :

*me as the ghost (r u sure??!)

*fiona as the producer

*kosen as the cleaning service

*erwin as the athlete

and the background sound is

everyone is number 1

(disconnect right??? XD)

it's under control by

"sea-shore" production

haha

the title is

"see- SAW IV"

maybe it's not a full horror

movie but

a comedy-horror movie

XD hahaaaahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa XD

Sunday, 01st September 2008

2008-09-06T05:34:00.000-07:00

it's a really tiring day

for me..

started to study from

10 a.m till 5 p.m

and just stop for lunch

=.=

but at night I'm going to

one of my friends birthday

it's jessica's birthday =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUMBO!!

it started at 7

it's held in kim cu restaurant,

novotel soechi hotel

I followed rose to go there

we arrived earlier..

when we arrived

there're

few friends already

then

jessica arrived

we all sat in 4 tables

3 tables = her friends

1 big table = her family

it began with

singing happy

birthday song,

blowing the candles,

taking some photo

and then

dinner..

there're so many foods

that we all were

very full..

haha..

after that

we took so many picts.

around the restaurant XP

wanna see??

it's so easy..

just scroll down your mouse

hahahaha...

SDH n listya posing in d middle of d party =]

narcism in d tOilet XP

rOse and mE, wearing same shirts, hha...

rejecXted friends

the more we get together....together....together =)

2008-08-31T07:03:00.000-07:00

at 9 a.m, I went to my computer tuition

then at 'bout 1.30 p.m I arrived

at my friend's house to PLAY!!!

I mizz all of them =)

we've:

*chit-chat

*played some games

*ate 6-7 pans of PIZZAs

yummmyy =p

*and took some photographs

(a must..haha..)

readerz, check it out, yoo!!

what a SUNday XD !!!!!

2008-08-25T06:30:00.000-07:00

i'll write 'bout yesterday

as there's an error with

my internet..huh =(

at 11.30, I arrived at sun plaza

to attend Kartika's birthday

at cabe rawit food court

then, we went to play at amazone
there, we met rejecXted friends
me, rose, sdh, and fiona
"the nanny diaries"
movie at SUN XXI
the movie was quite nice..hoho..
we met AS at the cinema

after that, we went to itcho
to have dinner with
rejecxted memberz
and 4 d girlz
wore RED shirt!!
what a strange again..
hha XD

visit my lovely class, school and FRIENDS!!!

2008-08-22T04:51:00.000-07:00

woke at five forty five..hhoooaaahhhmmm

it was drizzling outside

it was really a nice time to sleep again =_=

but I went to the gym and swim..haha

the water was freezing

bbbrrrrrrrrr

then, at johnson,

we, 9 students in the class

were wearing same colour of shirts :

black and white!!!

haha

what a strange ^^

as we all didn't promise to wear what colour of shirt

haha

then, after johnson tuition,

me,sdh,fiona,eveline,GT n kosen

went to sutomo school XD

we're so excited to see our friends again

as it has been a long time not to see each other

we all have a long chit-chat

I'm so happy XD

them toO!!

love u all =]

we took a hilarious picture ^O^

check it out!

~rejecXted~

visiting an orphanage =]

2008-08-18T06:03:00.000-07:00

this morning 'bout at 8 p.m. until 4 p.m. I visited an orphanage located at
jln. jamin ginting 14,8 km
its name is 'panti asuhan sungai air hidup'..
it has 70 orphans n 10 caretakers..
the orphanage is 2 floor orphanage, quite big, and has a hall toassembled in..the orphans' old range is from 10 months old to 20+ years old..it is a mix orphanage, there're boys n girls..

when everybody had arrived, the kids had assembled in the hall to welcome us..then the kids started to sing some songs n we all clapped our hands..plok....plok.....plok......hha....after that, we all got into a room to listen to the head of the orphanage's speech..then the for the next 2 hours, we had our lunch and we played some games..we're divided into 6 groups, we're all excited and happy!!!

when eating crakers competition

>> when we all <<
got outside to play
games >.<

i felt happy because we can share our happiness with them..then we got surprise for the kids who had their birthday this month..first, we called out their names, and we asked them :

"dek, td pg adek ad buat slh ga?? hayoo, ngaku...." haha..then from a room some 'se qu' n 'se fo' had a medium size cake on their hands..

"happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you.."

the kids were surprised..haha..then as a closing, we, tzu ching, sang "kita satu keluarga" in the middle of their big circle..

this my 1st visit to an orphanage..i thought that the orphans're so independent n so strong to deal with their life without their parents by their side..we..who had complete parents, had to love n care our parents coz we're given chance already..n who doesn't have can show their love n care to their surrounding people..we all live in the same land, in the same world, so we have to love n care 'bout everybody in the world, no matter old/young, no matter poor/rich..I hope that I can go there again someday =]

merdeka!!

2008-08-17T06:26:00.000-07:00

woke up at 5.30 =.=

-arrived in grand angkasa at 6.30

-treadmill 1/4 hour..hha

-swam until 8

-went to tzu chi for meeting n learn 'shou yu'..

-went to my aunt's factory to eat n watch some

traditional games there

like 'panjat pinang'

-today is INDONESIA's independence DAY!!!

happy 63th b'de INDONESIA =]

~ having my first chemistry lab XD

2008-08-09T06:51:00.000-07:00

woke up so early, so lazy n so sleepy but I have to wake that time
+_+ coz I have my chemistry lab tOday at NSU (north sumatra university) hahahaha..

that's "slank nickname" fur USU..qaqa

I arrived at johnson 'bout 7.20 a.m then went together with friends..

I followed GT's car..

the LAB started at 08.00 a.m

coz Vito(my partner in the experiment) didn't come so I was in

the same group wif Aldo n there's 1 assistant for each group..

we did 3 experiment n have to

repeat each for 4-5 times..

it ended at 11.50 p.m.

while I was putting the erlenmeyers to dry up

I broke 1 of them undeliberately T_T huuuuu.....

we took some pictures b4 we went to pizza hut to have our lunch..we're sO hungry already..hhx..

we made lOts of jOkes n we're full

not only coz we ate pizzas

but also we're full coz we LAUGH a LOT!!

XD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

GREAT DAY =]

my 1st sunday school party~

2008-08-08T02:09:00.000-07:00

>>3rd Aug 2008

'bout 12.30 pm I went to Johnson's grand opening at Multatuli. They're having their new branch there. Well, the lunch queue was so long that I prefer to eat d vegetarian one. Quiet delicious toO! then I followed S.D.H (short form for my friend's name, shelvia dwi hotama..hha..)'s car to Paramount as she passed that way in her way home. I arrived at Paramount 'bout 2 o'clock. 'Se Qu' said that the rehearsal will start at 2.30..but wad??!!! it started at 5..I joint the choir group..we sang "zhong shu" (planting trees)..the party started at 7 b4 dat we had our dinner 1 st..i became the greeting girl..hha..it ended about 9.30..then went home n sleeeeeeepp..XD

Jours de anita

Skipping a beat.

Ironically thanking :)

Be happy! :)

holiday!

five minutes babybaby post

Scars.

Reality wanna be

Another end : reflection.

Me time

Highly-inspired :)

Another jaw-dropping one.

Jaw-dropped, girls! ♥

Don't have the guts.

一 日三 秋

clueless.

pink.

J-town!

I wish

I succeed :)

the simple changes = my big troubles

ten facts

I've my own limit too!

happy pirates day :)

nerves problem.

two little red riding hoods ♥

ich vermisse dich

the rewinding(s) :')

The "AFTER"s

Blog walking

Strangers, again

"The PEN Story"

♥ 140411 ♥

Je t'aime ♥

the 'BOMBARDED' little March

Enjoying the little bits fully.

piles.dozens.packs.bags.LOTS OF LOVES ♥

The pleasure of being stupid.

MY year-end-SAIL(ing) BOAT

LIFE.

Nothing's good now.

Ain't onerous, too much only.

A "NOT" RANDOM

WALKING DOWN THE LANES

Sarcasm.

(Regine Velasquez & Jose Mari Chan)

Randomness.

WOOT!

hey, it's JUNE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Downs

a story of a BUT and a STILL

a heart-to-heart :D

Unable to give a title to an untitled o_o

SEMUA TENTANG KITA :D

MARCHING in MARCH

endurance :D

two different worlds.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago :)

empty deep inside :(

exam + relax week ironically :D

short holiday :D

ane ceeeeeee su happened this month +_+

unlucky but somehow my lucky day toO

complexity

one-month here XD

my fav. song recently

relaxing day

the sky today

not a really SUNday XD but it's a GREAT day =P

taking certificates and blueprints =P

busy + relax = a day

see-shoorreee production

Sunday, 01st September 2008

the more we get together....together....together =)

what a SUNday XD !!!!!

visit my lovely class, school and FRIENDS!!!

visiting an orphanage =]

merdeka!!

~ having my first chemistry lab XD

my 1st sunday school party~

一日三秋