New spirit!

Hello! It's been a super long time for me to abandon this blog hahaha
Am now having a super long semester holiday in hometown.
But so sad to tell that it's a super hectic one even it's holiday -_-
Need to catch up with a lot of things : hanging out with friends, practicing, eating! sleeping! hahaha
however, time really flies ya know! it's only another 2 weeks left and i'll be back there.
anyway anyway, life is constantly changing! i'm moving out from dorm to apartment with 3 other friends! yipee hiphip hurray *dancedancee* no more cleaning, no more small rooms, no more dorm meetings and so on \(^_^)/
I'm so highly spirited for the upcoming new semester as I am having a quite tight schedule not exaggerating but it's just so packed and i'm happy to keep myself busy, being  involved in my faculty organisation and a Buddhism organisation in my uni really makes me have to keep up my spirits! and so do you all who are going to have packed schedule like minee! keep the spiritttt!! :):) oya, sth to be shared, i got this bbm this morning telling 3 ways to success : determination,will, and focus, this somehow inspires me today :) and don't forget to have some fun too! work hard play hard :) have a nice dayyy! :)

“We are not human beings on a spiritual journey. We are spiritual beings on a human journey.” -Stephen R. Covey

Skipping a beat.

" I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. "
-Marilyn Monroe

Ironically thanking :)

Thank misterpiraten for telling the truth. Naming you misterpiraten/mr. pirates bcs of the movie that we got to watch together that June afternoon. Can't imagine why there are these heart-throbing ways that I have to go through, as in, no other better ways out?

Be happy! :)

I shd've been there by now, ya, in my dorm room. But I postponed my ticket back to J until next wednesday due to my cousin's wedding, which means I have 2 more free days here in hometown. One month is superfast. Anyway, I just couldn't get enough no matter how long the holiday is teehee. I wanna be home all the timeee. If only I could fly *dreaming* stop anita, alright.

My trip to penang last week when I had my minor operation, had made me to come to a realization that health is super important and I made my health the first priority in my life now (as I ever take it for granted). Bcs it will supports your 2nd,3rd and so on priorities in your life. I simply concluded from the diseases that attacked most of the patients (under my observations after chit-chatting w/ some) are mostly depending on the food that they consume. I start to keep a really good eye on my meals by now, for instance, I avoid meats, eat more veggies,fruits etc. And another important reminder to you all, if you found slight weird symptoms in you, you must directly go and ask the doctors bcs there are probabilities that it might be the early stage of severe diseases (some cases) or becoming more severe by the time the diseases are detected. It is better to know earlier than feel disappointed later. So, stay healthy and be happy! :)

holiday!

YEY! I really really love holiday to the core HAHAHA the guilty of not running the intensive practice of the new songs is hiding right behind my euphoria of sleeping in my own bed, eating home-cooked dishes, meeting friends, having fun with uber cute cousins, becoming my sister's make-up testing 'victim' lol and everything that represents my stepping back in my used-tos. Anyway, it's a perfect 1 month getaway from the hectic uni life but my 1 semester result is not out yet, only some do and it really distracts me from enjoying my holiday to the fullest. But anyway anyway, wishing everyone and you a very enjoyable and exciting holiday, and a joyful one for the upcoming christmas ya! ;)

Scars.

Thankyou someone outta there for using smoke and mirrors to make me feel tougher to move on.

Reality wanna be

Another end : reflection.

My sailing boat has come to another end again. A good many things just happen this year, peachy ones, cheerless ones, unexpected ones, and so forth. A huge turn is there this year. There are months when I was turned into a basket case bcs of the blurry situations. Yes, I am truly in the dumps for that special case but I believe I am sadder but wiser. We live and learn, to get and to give and surely forget and forgive. Remember, how deep you fall into that sorrow hole, you got choose to either stay there or find a way to climb out. It is not easy I know and sometimes while climbing up that hole, there are just these things that hinder you to and you stop. To be as honest as the day is long, I am in that state right now. I just believe that I could get out of it without half trying. Hwaitingg! :)

End of year test is just next week. Thank god I had done my major instrument test yesterday which means that I could ease off a bit next week and focus on other subjects. Another superb news is that I AM HOMED IN 8 DAYS PEOPLEE! WOOHOO ><

Me time

I really really enjoy my so called 'ME TIME' this week, I eat A LOT, I take picts A LOT, and um, ya, A LOT more hahaha despite my hectic endless killing practices, projects, presentations, performances, and ya (again) A LOT more HAHAHAHA

with joeanaa cieciee

with norababa!

it is called lontong 'cap go meh', don't get it why they have to put the addition 'cap go meh' on it, jakarta's lontong is called that way anw, and it tastes super good! and wht is weird is that I have it in a thai's resto lol

results of practicing at night, sort of way to lessen the sleepiness HAHAHA

It's PRIMA's 19th birthdaaay! she's one my roommates ;)

love the cupcakes and theeee pinkishh gift ><

this was taken after our 'together for christmas' concert w/ roommates

we've gone crazy! HAHAHA

left-right : prima-vivian-ME ;)

we performed as a choir as the test for one of our subjects 'concert choir' in our lecturer's solo concert last month at Erasmus Huis, very excited indeed, we were all dressed in black! and we sang German songs and it was FUN ;P

we threw a birthday surprise party for cindy cieciee few weeks ago and played some silly tricks on her! HAHAHA and I love the lovey dovey baloooons :3

had a sweet reunion with vinny,fandi and lembu few weeks ago!

celebrated lembu's birthday, actually we did give him a surprise but we FAILED and we just couldn't help to stop laughing bcs of that stupid incident HAHAHAHA

my new job : cleaning my room and BATHROOM!

my dorm doesn't provide cleaning service to clean our rooms and bathrooms as the bathrooms are located inside our rooms, they avoid cases like stealing and others. SO, I HAVE GOT TO DO IT MYSELF and vivian anw, and what is worse is that, 2 rooms share a bathroom, and my connecting room's roommates, well, are quite kind of, eeer, I don't really mean it, but see,Vivian and I have been cleaning it like the ratio of 5:1 bcs they are superbusy perhaps, anw, just take it that way, and they go back home on weekends *bigsigh* but still, it's unfair ppl! *bigbigsighh*

I am gaining weights! (again) lol I've been eating like monsters here hahaha but I'm happy abt it, bcs ppl keep saying I look better when I am fatter, chubbier I suppose :3

Highly-inspired :)

Another jaw-dropping one.

He had just turned 4 by then and was uber cute! ;)



loads of cuteness in her! ><

Jaw-dropped, girls! ♥

Do your jaws drop, girls? Mine does.

Don't have the guts.

一 日三 秋

Run out of ideas of why I could post sth like this. Aaaaaaaaa. The title itself means, "One day, three autumns." I'm kind of 'galauu' isn't it? HAHA Yes, the feeling when you wanna see that someone right at that time, the desire to actually talk to that someone, stroll together anywhere anytime. But you just can't and you end up doing foolish things like the endless day-dreaming, repeat those 'special' songs on your ipod again and again and sth like you press 'enter' with your eyes closed and you regret the next second. It feels weird, funny, stupid but you are walking on air that you are grinning from ear to ear the next split second :)

clueless.

currently in love with this tumblr site http://therulesofladies.tumblr.com/

pink.

roommates :)

miss this little cute monster :')