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HELLO!! :) guess what, I spent my so-called most miserable 5 days of my CNY holiday in the hospital. Yes, I was hospitalized since last tue till sat because I was infected by the dengue fever. HWAAA. Screw you stupid mosquitoe! But anyway, thank God that I am okay right now and am going back to school tmr! YIHAA. Miss my friends like crazieeh oredi you knoow. And uhm, would like to say sorry also coz I don't tell some of you abt this. TEE-HEEeee. Don't be angry yak! :))

I think it has been ages since I last posted my pictures of my own. And, here it is! :) kinda retarded huh? well, it's me! HOOOHOOO

Oh yes, I accidentally got to watch this "GLEE" in the Oprah show last sunday and it attracted me like heaven and I had finished watching the first 4 episodes. Ehm well, what a must-watch movie for teenagers!! It's kinda like the HSM but this one is nicer and so inspiring :) Perhaps, I am going to be a GLEEK too!! will capture some photos with that "L" in my forehead too later on HAHAHA GO GLEEE!!

The pleasure of being stupid.

My recent stupid fact : 난 사랑에 빠져 오전 !!!!

This stupid fact has utterly caused me doing stupid things that lead to my stupid acts. Thus, stupid thoughts are whirling around my stupid mind. And now, I am wondering stupidly on why this stupidity could come upon me after years. I sometimes found myself gazing stupidly at sth, smiling for no reason like an abnormal one, day-dreaming like an imbecile, and even strolling alone along the corridor like an idiot! Is it normal for me to suffer from this stupid thing? Or should I be grateful to have the chance to have ever gone through a supadupastupid phase in my life? See..I can't even find a logical answer bcs this stupid fact is driving me insane and totally doubtful. Alright, this stupid feeling comes over again for the thousand times : 9.13.25.

Surprisingly, that stupid fact is the reason why I keep grinning from ear to ear these few days :)

MY year-end-SAIL(ing) BOAT

Yes, this year is going to end very soon and I have no idea why time passes very fast. Okay, have no special feelings towards this year but, yeah, everything is going alright. Another thing is that my senior high life will come to an end soon, too. Yup, what a short one. It was like I started to step in that class yesterday. A lot of great moments captured in heart and great lessons learned. Thanks to the new buddies who have helped me to go through this one-and-a-half-year :) you all teach me to see the world in different ways.

Ah yes, yesterday was my first concert and felt so excited about it. I performed for 3 times : a Jazz solo, a duet with little Gaby playing twinkle-twinkle little star (it was just too cute you know! aww) and a 6 hands piece (trio) with Wieny playing primo Melisa playing secondo and I playing terzo. There were 47 performances altogether, including the piano, violin, guitar and vocal performances. Enjoyed the spectacular show till the end and felt the euphoria of calming ourselves when we knew that we were performing next. The feeling itself was indescribable. Really.

Then, the after-show event was even greater one people! I attended my junior high reunion in a restaurant nearby and was emotionally touched when I got to see my girls and the oldies :') Truth to be told, I got the feeling like "reborn" you know. This was indescribably crazy I know. Ohmo, I have long to feel this happy for about years perhaps? And sad to ask when we can actually get to be together like this again. Nah, the thing is, I WAS VERY HAPPY, oh nope, I AM VERY HAPPY bcs I can still feel it till now! Love you guys :) who have lightened and coloured up my days.

PERSAHABATAN bagai KEPOMPONG lalalalala lalala lala lala

PERSAHABATAN bagai KEPOMPONG lalalalala lalala lala lala

PERSAHABATAN bagai KEPOMPONG lalalalala lalala lala lala

PERSAHABATAN bagai KEPOMPONG lalalalala lalala lala lala

PERSAHABATAN bagai KEPOMPONG lalalalala lalala lala lala~~

And also, my friends from the-little-red-dot are coming back for their hols till January! Do you see that? It's January! oh man, we are going to hang out for sure but the problem is, my eoy test is just next week till the 20th sth. Seems like everyone is pleased if he/she can just jump to the 23th which is impossible HAHAHA

Oya, Rose is having her VERY NICE trip around the world for one week HAHAHA (just kidding ya, in case you read this post). Just wish you taking big luggages home packed with a lot of things you bought for me (ehm, this one is joking too, nvm also if you want to :P) Okay, just hope you have a good time and get enough refreshments there before facing the real WAR when you get back (like what you've mentioned in your recent post HAHAHA).

Enough for today's, my sailing boat gonna reach the harbour very soon and I am totally drained bcs of yesterday's :)

::bonne nuit ::

LIFE.

This topic will never ever give me a boring effect. Well, problem comes one after the other one in one's life. But now, I begin to see problems as lessons. They teach, prepare and train us to be stronger and of course maturer in order to be able to face the REAL world in the near future where problems come from all directions, attacking you. Let alone that you don't have anyone to rely on because you are surrounded with competitors and you have to think and act very well in order to win the battlefields.

Think more widely or try to be an open-minded person. I am not saying that to be a conventional thinker is not good but, see, it is better for us to have ever gone through everything. Like what one of my tutors had ever told me.

"Miss, so, what books are good to be read? Please recommend me some of them."

"Read all books, Anita."

"Why?"

"Because all books are good."

Now, I start to understand the meaning behind it. She wanted me to read all books so that I could actually differentiate which were the good-better-best ones and also the bad-worse-worst ones. Beyond that, we can also try to apply the same system in life, to learn anything while we can. Anything.

It can be said that I am lucky enough to have been living or dealing with different communities, different people, where I can see on how they react, solve and face problems differently. That has turned me into a different girl. The main point is, I have begun to see the positive sides of what I used to think as bad ones. And, sadly, I have also begun to see the negative sides of what I used to think as the GOOD ones. Oh well.

I am going to share quotes-maybe some of you have known them-but i'm sure some others haven't.

"No friendship is perfect in this life. There are only people who try their best to maintain it."

Truth to be told, this is what I have been doing all these times. Although sometimes I am feeling like giving up, but, friends, please never do that.

"Don't seek for happiness because its your own choice to whether be happy or not"

I totally agree with this saying! Be happy, people! Don't be thrown into your own so-called sorrow-hole (sounds like black hole, heh? HAHAHAHA) too deep that you are caught in the middle of nowhere. This brings back to the main topic, life, you will never survive this life without a companion. Thus, go tell, share, shout, chat with your family members or friends if you have problems. It can at least help you to have yourself relieved in some ways.

However, there are situations where we really can't tell anyone about our problems. Probably the only thing that you can do is to calm yourself at the mean time, try to see things from different angles, from different perspectives I mean and positively for sure. Then, tell if you think it is the right time to.

Nothing's good now.

"Take a look at me now, cause there's just an empty space. And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face." - Phil Collins

Ain't onerous, too much only.

Tossing aside my accounting books and starting to jot down nonsense? :)

Tralala.

Few words to give you some clues for my most hectic month, uhm, this week has ultimately caused me lacking of sleep that my cough and influenza are not any better from last week. Tight schedules keep me as busy as an one-armed paperhanger. So, why do I call it hectic? First is because that I needed to rush over my pending requirements for my uni application and I eventually decided to send it by next month. Second, I had to review all my so-called music test papers in one week, hate composing urrgh. Third, I suffered from this GREAT cough and influenza for weeks and that they had utterly successfully amazingly ruined my days! Lastly, is my second monthly test at school and today is the fourth day, and uhm doing not so good at those as I find that I am nodding off easily these days and longing aloud for my comfiest bed. Consequently, I can hardly find time to practice recently. But ANYWAY, I still have to live my life to the fullest yes yes? GOGOGOGOGOGOGO!! :D you all too, get up and tell yourself you are not all alone here in the world, it takes two to tango, remember? If they don't show up, go find them! :)

Other than that, I am now feeling not right inside. It really makes me sick. Now I realize how is it to be living in dubiety. Oh well. Up in the air, like jugglers in a freeze-frame — John Updike

A "NOT" RANDOM

It was just unbelievable. I didn't know why this would eventually bothered me much recently.

And this came to ma mind :

'AM I BEING FOOLED?'