TODAY, just exactly one year ago :)

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
I was there
at the place which had
given a lot of amazing experiences.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
was the day of mine
that led me to another BIG days.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had taught me part of
the real meaning of LIFE.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
showed me how tough
was life without family
near you.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
was my first training into
an independent girl.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
when all my courage
was a bit crumbled
when I hugged my mom before
got into the immigration gate.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
was my first night
in a foreign country
without mom & dad.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had led me to
study in a school
that was way so different
with my former school.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
alert me that bells
are fabulous music
instruments to be played.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had given me a chance
in life to get along
with people around the world
esp. Asia.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had taught me how
to solve problems
which were tough sometimes
by ourselves.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had taught me on how
to deal with different
personalities of people.

TODAY, just exactly one year ago
had let me to have 11 friends
to go through my
7 mnths and 12 days life there, in singapore.
They are
THE ENTWINED TWELVE

thank you, friends :)
there is no other word
that can describe my appreciation
to you all.

YOU ALL ARE GREAT AND
PRECIOUS FRIENDS
I EVER HAD (:

empty deep inside :(

hulllooooooo :)

i'm back. hahaa :D. i bet you all must know of the term "homesick". and what about "hostel sick" haha. well, that's what i suffered now. wuaaaaaah. just miss them, my friends, and the atmosphere there badly till it got into my dreams. OMIGOD!

don't ask me what's my feeling right now as I don't even know. Happy? Quite. Sad? Eeem, nope. Angry? No. Dissapointed? A bit. Anxious? Nope. hueeeeh. It's just empty deep inside, blank :(
Oh, wish that I could be back to 2 years ago wheeeennnn...........(you know it! but i tell you it has nothing with what so called "love" as it goes with sth called "friendship" and "real life")

(*wishing) get brighter and nicer days always (u guys toO) and of course days full of laughter XD

p.s: one more thing! exam is just around the corner. 3 weeks' time! GANBETTE!!

ane ceeeeeee su happened this month +_+

OLD school. NEW class.

many things happened recently and it made me and people around me to be SHOCKED! i don't tend to tell as it won't fit a page if I write. haha :D

in the end, I get back to my old school and NEW class. There're only 4 letters from me to describe my 1st impression abt that class, two social three, L A M E. (well, that's only my first impression)

After the 2nd day and the 3rd day which is today, I made several changes in my mind that the class (errmmm...) quite okay :D Probably it was only the first day that they all made a lot of noise and the most not nice thing on my 1st day was that foul words around *sigh

anyway, at least I have tried my best to try to talk and get along well with my so called new friends. I got some supernice and superfun teachers. Oya, you know, the boys in my class are so kepo ones, more talkative than girls I think. The most talkative one is my class' monitor who sit an aisle before me. He always ask this and that *chuckles

Talking abt him, I remember abt my former class' monitor.
Got 2 words : SO DIFFERENT
This time, he even don't realise that our form teacher is the bo hiu type one and he became like him too, bo hiu. He hasn't decided who's who yet (e.g no treasurer). So retarded lah. I myself felt embarrassed when the accounting teacher asked for treasurer and my class.....*siiiiiiiiiinnnggggg (silence is gold)*sigh

I have 3 recesses every 2/3 periods of lessons and I have nowhere to go except my former lovely class, two science one, my class is located in the 3rd floor and 2 IA 1 is located in the 1st floor. It's okay :D I find it nicer than to stay in class, bo kang co. Then, I have one new funny but happy moments : have my lunch in other class, 2 IA 1..haha..you know, I still take that class as my own class. LOVE them :D

One sad thing happens to me, I miss 'em, I miss ye 'al. Sorry, I can't come back yet as the pandemic is not that okay yet there. What's on there recently? Are you all okay? tell me, I really hope to hear from all of you. Hope to see you all soon and good luck for everything that ye 'al gonna have every single day. Please help me to send my warm regards to everyone if you do happen to read this. Thanks :)

unlucky but somehow my lucky day toO

Today is my very very very unlucky day T_T.

Firstly, I woke up late and had to rush to school without having any breakfast. I felt like fainting for the 1st hour practice as I had to stand during the whole practice. I felt very dizzy and almost faint, but I tried to squat down whenever I had chance to regain my consciousness. Waaaaa...but luckily, thank god, amithuofo, I felt stronger for the next 2 hours and the practice went smoothly for rest of the time. The first thing I thought of when we were all dismissed was to eat. I was so hungry that my tray couldn't load all my lunch. Haha..so tham ciak laa..but how le? ne pak to iau..haha..becoming fatter and fatter. Don't know what mom will say when go back this sunday.haha XD.

Secondly, I realised that I forgot to take out my ez-link card in my handbag which I had packed inside my storing box, so I had to unpacked the box thoroughly..hueeh..but but but..unfortunately, I also just realised that actually that bag wasn't put inside the box by me because the box was too full already..unlucky me =(
But this unlucky tiring time-consuming unpacking brought me an advantage : try to take out all the files and books and to re-arrange them in my wardrobe and YAY! i succeed..haha..so happy that I can put all my files,books,clothes etc. in my wardrobe! haha =D

Thirdly, I cried today, don't understand why I cried easily these days (hate it), probably of the immense emotion in my heart. Ceilee :D..haha..don't intend to tell why but just want to remind someone to change her nature : try to see sth positively please, and remember one thing : a friend in need is a friend indeed; try to recall what ppl have done to you and what have you done to them. This very simple yet remarkable phrase has a thousand meanings in it. So, try to read and consider my words carefully. And, one more thing, try to think of why ppl did those things to you is it because you did sth wrong or what. Well, nobody knows, you yourself know it much better than anyone else in the world.

Lastly, I also don't know why I became so emotional today. Haha..today is not a really unlucky day actually, somehow it is my lucky day that I learn and realised sth. I realised that I still have my friends who are caring, loving, and precious to me. Thank you for listening to me although I made an ugly red face just now..haha..but you all made me calm and laugh at the same time. Felt so happy and privileged to be given a chance to have such best friends :) Well, it's lights out and need to go to bed already. Hope tmr can wake earlier :p Nite, world. Have a happy great enjoyable nice good and best HOLIDAY!

p.s. can wait for this sunday. miss everyone back home esp. mommy, daddy, little cathy and ben, and jie", and of course all my bestfriends, really miss and hope to see you all guys soon :D *love and hugs XOXO

complexity

Here come the holiday. But yet, I still have my malay mock test paper 1 next monday, 8 consecutive days of handbells practices and 2 weeks of bridging course at night. I can't imagine how busy I'll be. There are still piles and piles of homework waiting for me. Hopefully, I can finish all my hw before I go back to medan which is only 14 more days. YAY! oya, I also have to study.wuaaaaaa XD. Right after the june hols , I am going to have practice tests that stretch from july to august which means that I have tests throughout the year. My school doesn't have midyear and I still have my test even on the last day of school. great! maybe my school wanted the students to have a constant revision on all subjects which is according to me is good :) but it is tiring and I have a lack of sleep as a result.

Handbells is also having its tough time this year. But we all will work hard for it. We have a quite number of upcoming important perfomances. The one I like most is that we are perfoming in HK disneyland in the end of november this year. So happy to hear that. BUT BUT BUT we have to prepare a lot of songs for all the perfomances, probably 8 to 9 songs, memorised :D. This morning is my first so called "debut" to play handbells in front of the public, although I was only playing chimes, I was happy for it :). This is what I like from handbells, if some one is misssing, the song is not complete and not nice anymore. So everyone plays an important role here although you only have 1 or 2 notes throughout the song. Unfortunately, there's no handbells in JC, as I know until now.

I felt like not going back home because of the hw and the tests that are coming up when the june hols is over. I also hate packing my tons tons tons of things from my room. bleehh.. There's also possibilities for most of my floors' girls to move rooms as there are campers coming in for the first 2 weeks of holiday, which means I have to pack up 2 weeks earlier.aaaaarrgghh XD

Well, I really felt my blog is like dead.haha.many things happened for the last few months, and of course a lot a lot of pictures taken. I am going to share some in the next post :)

handbells.

never heard about it?
so let's talk about it =P haha

I am in my school handbells choir CCA >.<>
I felt so great when I knew that I passed the audition.
I don't even think about it seriously as I saw that many
of my friends were playing quite well during the audition.

Today is my first day to attend the CCA. I felt so curious, happy, bla...bla...bla...
I thought that I am going to practice today, but what actually happened was that we have
orientation for the whole three hours. Eemm, quite nice...but I want to try to play the bells!!!

We played games, have snacks time, chit-chat, mingled around, having fun, introduction by
the teacher-in-charge, Ms Lau, and two coaches, Ms Tay and Ms Goh. They showed
us some video on handbells perfomances in the other other parts of the world.
And guess what? one of them was really really really wonderful, amazing, grocious, great XD

there are 4 scholars who join handbells, mE >.<, stephanie roselin hartato (indo), stephanie cheng de castillo (pilipino) and gao yu qi (china)

Although today is a such tiring day for me as most of my homework due today T_T and i got 2 tests today, e-math and english tests, but I feel happy because my CCA is waiting for me after school =)

probably i will post some picts about handbells next time. so, cyaa --_--v