holiday!

YEY! I really really love holiday to the core HAHAHA the guilty of not running the intensive practice of the new songs is hiding right behind my euphoria of sleeping in my own bed, eating home-cooked dishes, meeting friends, having fun with uber cute cousins, becoming my sister's make-up testing 'victim' lol and everything that represents my stepping back in my used-tos. Anyway, it's a perfect 1 month getaway from the hectic uni life but my 1 semester result is not out yet, only some do and it really distracts me from enjoying my holiday to the fullest. But anyway anyway, wishing everyone and you a very enjoyable and exciting holiday, and a joyful one for the upcoming christmas ya! ;)

Scars.

Thankyou someone outta there for using smoke and mirrors to make me feel tougher to move on.

Reality wanna be

Another end : reflection.

My sailing boat has come to another end again. A good many things just happen this year, peachy ones, cheerless ones, unexpected ones, and so forth. A huge turn is there this year. There are months when I was turned into a basket case bcs of the blurry situations. Yes, I am truly in the dumps for that special case but I believe I am sadder but wiser. We live and learn, to get and to give and surely forget and forgive. Remember, how deep you fall into that sorrow hole, you got choose to either stay there or find a way to climb out. It is not easy I know and sometimes while climbing up that hole, there are just these things that hinder you to and you stop. To be as honest as the day is long, I am in that state right now. I just believe that I could get out of it without half trying. Hwaitingg! :)

End of year test is just next week. Thank god I had done my major instrument test yesterday which means that I could ease off a bit next week and focus on other subjects. Another superb news is that I AM HOMED IN 8 DAYS PEOPLEE! WOOHOO ><

Me time

I really really enjoy my so called 'ME TIME' this week, I eat A LOT, I take picts A LOT, and um, ya, A LOT more hahaha despite my hectic endless killing practices, projects, presentations, performances, and ya (again) A LOT more HAHAHAHA

with joeanaa cieciee

with norababa!

it is called lontong 'cap go meh', don't get it why they have to put the addition 'cap go meh' on it, jakarta's lontong is called that way anw, and it tastes super good! and wht is weird is that I have it in a thai's resto lol

results of practicing at night, sort of way to lessen the sleepiness HAHAHA

It's PRIMA's 19th birthdaaay! she's one my roommates ;)

love the cupcakes and theeee pinkishh gift ><

this was taken after our 'together for christmas' concert w/ roommates

we've gone crazy! HAHAHA

left-right : prima-vivian-ME ;)

we performed as a choir as the test for one of our subjects 'concert choir' in our lecturer's solo concert last month at Erasmus Huis, very excited indeed, we were all dressed in black! and we sang German songs and it was FUN ;P

we threw a birthday surprise party for cindy cieciee few weeks ago and played some silly tricks on her! HAHAHA and I love the lovey dovey baloooons :3

had a sweet reunion with vinny,fandi and lembu few weeks ago!

celebrated lembu's birthday, actually we did give him a surprise but we FAILED and we just couldn't help to stop laughing bcs of that stupid incident HAHAHAHA

my new job : cleaning my room and BATHROOM!

my dorm doesn't provide cleaning service to clean our rooms and bathrooms as the bathrooms are located inside our rooms, they avoid cases like stealing and others. SO, I HAVE GOT TO DO IT MYSELF and vivian anw, and what is worse is that, 2 rooms share a bathroom, and my connecting room's roommates, well, are quite kind of, eeer, I don't really mean it, but see,Vivian and I have been cleaning it like the ratio of 5:1 bcs they are superbusy perhaps, anw, just take it that way, and they go back home on weekends *bigsigh* but still, it's unfair ppl! *bigbigsighh*

I am gaining weights! (again) lol I've been eating like monsters here hahaha but I'm happy abt it, bcs ppl keep saying I look better when I am fatter, chubbier I suppose :3

Highly-inspired :)

Another jaw-dropping one.

He had just turned 4 by then and was uber cute! ;)



loads of cuteness in her! ><

Jaw-dropped, girls! ♥

Do your jaws drop, girls? Mine does.

Don't have the guts.

一 日三 秋

Run out of ideas of why I could post sth like this. Aaaaaaaaa. The title itself means, "One day, three autumns." I'm kind of 'galauu' isn't it? HAHA Yes, the feeling when you wanna see that someone right at that time, the desire to actually talk to that someone, stroll together anywhere anytime. But you just can't and you end up doing foolish things like the endless day-dreaming, repeat those 'special' songs on your ipod again and again and sth like you press 'enter' with your eyes closed and you regret the next second. It feels weird, funny, stupid but you are walking on air that you are grinning from ear to ear the next split second :)

clueless.

currently in love with this tumblr site http://therulesofladies.tumblr.com/

pink.

roommates :)

miss this little cute monster :')

J-town!

I am now sitting at starbaks, planning to do my mindmaps and ending up blogging. Running away from the endless practice! for a moment bcs the whole building is now having the "fogging" thing. So, been here for a month and so, I am feeling like dreaming? Time really flies. Time does sail. Ya, it was just like yesterday that I stepped in this place. Catching up with other great music competitors. They are friendly, we laugh a lot let ya know. And I am changing my medanese-indo's into jakarta's so called gaul style of talking like LO GUA LO GUE hahahaha LOL :D Taking myself back to roughly 2 yrs ago when my first time to have friends frm jakarta! gladys and niken. Staying far from the hustling bustling of jakarta, feeling like not staying in indonesia, it's just like one tiny isolated city that has everything. Mom said that I have fair-er skin, less pimples!, look fat and sassy! when going back to medan for lebaran holiday last week. Know why? bcs my days here are just between my dorm-B building-dorm-B building-dorm-B building, and B building is located right in front of my dorm which can be reached by 2 minutes on foot. Ehm, then I am gonna freak out tmr bcs mid-test is just around the corner. And why tmr? bcs I got no place to practice today. And why no? bcs the fogging is going on now unless I want to be found poisoned by the gas lol I joined violin class and english club. It sounds pathetic well, bcs there's no international class for music faculty and english club is the very last choice to practice english here, so sad huh? I miss my USED-TO-BEs! family,friends,high school,parties, this is gonna be long HAHAHA anyway, here are the picts taken during orientation last month :)