the simple changes = my big troubles

The recent weeks have been tough. Fiuh. Totally powerless. I really can't accept the fact that it would end up this way. Courage is desperately needed to face what's next. I can barely stand on my feet. I can barely think without the tiny pieces thinking abt you misterpiraten. It is out of my thought that you will do this to me. So, this is how it was feeling back then, huh? My mind is superstucked to think a way out of this. Lesson learned : ANYTHING could change at ANYTIME.

'The feelings we have at this time are not strong enough to maintain what we have now.'